kegumbiraan untuknya..

i'm so happy for him...he won the best performance award,best vocal award and the best ballade song at AJL tonight...he deserves it..biarlah dia pernah bukak baju ke ape ke, saya tetap suka faizal tahir!!

i was tagged...

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
family

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
maxis topup

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
saya nak kahwin tepi pantai,lagi best di island

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
sehingga hujung nyawa...amin

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
sudah, sedang dan masih

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
saya tak ingat nama restoran nya..tapi saya makan kerang bakar dengan faisal

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
twilight sequel-Eclipse

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Fatin Nurhuda bt. Midzan

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
ibu

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
no idea...seorang jejaka maori yang tampan lagi bergaya mungkin?

11.Sebutkan 10 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
neleh,daa,che nad,syira,mira,shahrul

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
dulu-dulu la..

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
paris!

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
sepupuku yang terrapat,same age with me,a UM student,crazy person,duk kat kajang.

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai buat masa sekarang?
nk tunggu 14th feb ke nz
internet
faisal's c902 that he gave to me
twilight novels
shopping
last minute meeting with my friends
new kebaya from ibu
usaha untuk mendaptkan tidur yang cukup

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan.
haish!
yela...
ok
owh
insyaAllah
Alhamdullillah
ye
wawawa..

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
sticky fingers, you didn't hear it from us, twilight..........

19. 10 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
t-shirt
im yours-the script
if you had my love
cry
tattoo
i hate this part
photograph
tentang seseorang
cuba-faizal tahir
back for good

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu.
kita kene percaya kat orang
english ni banyak theory rupenya
belajar rasa kehilangan
saya dah besar rupenye..
pengorbanan masa,tenaga etc perlu untuk berjaya
kena study hard, kalau x, x dapat fly
belajar berdikari
baru tau "rewang" tu bermaksud buat preparation for kenduri.

21. Mari meng'tag' 9 orang lain.
saya tagged semua orang..=p

berbezanya lelaki dan gadis..

• Rata-rata wanita tidur lebih lama 1 jam daripada lelaki pada waktu malam.
  

----> betul3...sebab saya selalu dengar ungkapan ini dari faisal,"ape nak jadi ngan ank dara ni, bgn lmbt2"

• Basikal laki-laki mempunyai setang/palang di tengah basikal.
  

---->betul3...tapi sampai skarang saya tak tahu kenapa macam tu...

• Wanita kurang mampu menahan dingin disebabkan permukaan kulit yang lebih besar, sehingga lebih suka pada suhu ruang yang lebih hangat.

----> betul3...sebab tu laki kene gentleman bagi sweater,jacket etc pada gadisnya...

• Kemampuan indra lelaki untuk mengecap rasa masam, manis dan masin lebih rendah pada wanita.
  

---->betul3...sebab tu salu macam ni...

gadis: tak rasa ke makanan ni lain macam rase dia?

lelaki: tak pon..makan je la...

• Mata laki-laki rata-rata lebih besar daripada wanita, mata wanita lebih banyak bahagian yang berwarna putih.

---->betul3...kalau tak percaya, cuba anda dan pasangan anda tengok cermin..

• Lebih banyak wanita menggunakan kacamata dan lensa kontak,antara usia 16 - 44 tahun.

---->betul3...contohnya saya sendiri..

• Secara umum hidung laki-laki lebih besar daripada wanita.Sedangkan wanita rata-rata mempunyai bibir lebih besar dibanding laki-laki.

---->betul3...sila rujuk cermin lagi..

• Lebih banyak wanita dapat bernyanyi tanpa suara sumbang dibanding laki-laki. Pita suara laki-laki lebih panjang dan saluran nafasnya 30 % lebih besar.

---->ini tak betul...kerana suara saya x semerdu suara faisal...suara saya macam katak puru..

• Berpapasan dengan wanita pada jalanan ramai, laki-laki menghadapkan tubuhnya menghadap wanita yang dilewatinya. Wanita cenderung membalikkan badan, sering secara tidak sadar menempatkan tangan di depan badannya untuk melindungi dada.

---->betul3...kalau tak percaya, cuba jalan2 kat tempat2 sesak..masjid jamek ke,petaling street ke...perhatikan..

• Memilih warna Merah atau Biru: Lelaki lebih banyak memilih merah, wanita warna biru.

---->yeke?kalau saya, saya pilih merah..

• Penelitian di Amerika, wanita menggunakan waktu hampir dua kali lebih banyak untuk berbelanja dibanding lelaki.

---->betul3..rasanya bukan di amerika saja, di seluru dunia pon..

saya tak suka gosip

klik sini

pening saya baca...rimas...

tiren

dua hari lepas, saya pergi tonton wayang..saja-saja nak tengok cerita hantu..kawan-kawan faisal cakap, tengokla tiren..."bessstttttt"..."serammmmm", kata mereka.jarang ada cerita hantu yang seram dan best (selain congkak) yang boleh ditonton.jadi, kami tanpa tahu latar belakang dan asal-usul tiren terus bergerak ke kaunter tiket..kami pon masuk ke hall (x ingat nombor berapa).kami duduk..saya tengok ramai lelaki yang tonton cerita ni..saya tanya faisal,"kenapa banyak sangat lelaki ni?".faisal angkat bahu.dia pon tak tahu.sumpah saya pon tak tahu cerita ni ada hantu apa.

tayangan bermula...

abg motor: kamu mau ke mana...?ini kan tanah kuburrr....

gadis : saya mau pipis (kencing)...abang mau ikutttt.....?

abang motor senyum2 simpul...gadis seksi berjalan ke depan..bukak seluar kecik lalu pipis di atas nisan...terkulat-kulat abang motor melihat gadis dari belakang...

sesudah pipis...

gadis : abang enggak mau nanya nama saya...?

abg motor: namanya apa gadis cantik.....

gadis : tiren bangg....

abg motor: owh tiren...sedap namanya ya...

gadis : sedap...abang enggak mau tanya apa maksudnya tiren bang....(nada menggoda)

abg motor: apa ya?

gadis : tiren bang...maksudnya mati kelmarin...(menoleh dengan mata yang hitam sambil mengilai...)

owh.....baru saya faham kenapa ramai lelaki. hantunya cantik, ganteng, memukau gitu..

tapi....

tak lama...hantu yang cantik menggoda bertukar jadik pocong...
saya tak mau cerita lebih-lebih...pocong nya menakutkan.saya tengok celah-celah jari je..
couple depan saya pon kepala lame-lame makin turun-makin turun je..
seram sangat...

departure date

my dear family,friends and all,

i'll be departing to new zealand on 14th of february 2009..

for two years..

wish me luck..and i love you all...

this girl..

Feels like writing a long one today….but what aa???

Let’s just see how I write this junk, with the title..... “This Girl”….

On the 6^th of July in 1988, a girl was born. This girl brought a lot of happiness to a quite newlywed couple (not so new.2 years I guess…). Their first child. The symbol of their eternal love. The little baby cried as a sign “I’m here, world!” the father gently held the little baby close to him and softly reciting the azan to the baby. They then together with all the family members keep wishing and praying that the girl will grow up becoming a good human.

Day after day, and years after years, the girl has turned to be a smart little girl. The mother taught her how to read well, write and do some simple arithmetic and once she mastered those three skills, the parents sent her to the kindergarten. “Be nice”, the mother told her daughter before leaving her with that new surrounding. In the classroom, the teachers were so nice and good to her. However, there was one thing which upset her. She sat beside a girl; H. H’s mother and this girl mother are best friends. H is very moody and she always showed up to school with a face full of tense. At first, this girl always tried to speak to H nicely but always they ended up fighting. In the end, this girl made a decision. Hate the H and never speak to her anymore.

Luckily, there were two boys who sat in front of them. The three of them become the best of friends. A couple of months passed. This girl was getting bored with the kindergarten and decided not to go anymore. At first, her mother was so pissed off and she locked the girl in the toilet. Finally, the mother understood and the girl grows up without a kindergarten certificate and a photo of a little girl holding a scroll.

2 years passed without the kindergarten life. The girl stepped into primary one and she was so excited to wear the school uniform, white shoes and carries a big bag, but that time, we had easy bag, easier to carry. In the school, she met again with the boys and surprisingly, they’re in the same class. And so, the crazy and exciting life of the primary school kids began. Running around the school field everyday during recess time, having the mee goreng special which only limited to some number of student (of course they had to run for it, first come, first serve basis), joined the school tournaments, joined the clubs and society and get elected, makes some good friendssss, standing on the chair outside the classroom, get called into the headmaster’s room for selling the name card and not telling it to the mother until now (seriously), do some pranks and got busted and that was how the primary kids have their life.

Everything needs changes. Six years later, this girl and her friends became more matured and were preparing for the next step of their life. The girl was accepted to be in the boarding school. Her life changed. No more parents to nag at her everyday and make sure she does her works, no more running in the field with her friends during recess, and no more long evening nap. Iron her own clothes; wash her own clothes and everything on her own. But anyway she still feels excited. The experience and memories that she had spending five years away from home were so precious and she believes that those memories cannot be gained anymore in other place or in other times.

The secondary school life ended. It was the best time in the girl’s life. Being adolescence is great. The stage between infancy and adultery is where somebody has to decide whether to rebel or to conform. Adolescence has to know the right decision to make. The same goes for this girl. There were times she rebels and there were times she conforms. Maybe it is true as the saying goes, “The best substitute for experience is being sixteen”.

And now, after finishes her school, she was offered for a twinning program for four years and is getting prepared to go abroad. She is a future teacher in the making and she is still trying to learn this life. This girl is me, FatinNurhuda bt Midzan.

awet muda...

smile....

kenape tajuk post saya kali ini awet muda???
musykil??
ade beberapa reason yang saya kira dapat memberi jawapan....

#1...selalunya kalau saya jalan-jalan dengan adik saya yang berumur 17 tahun dan 14 tahun,mesti orang ingat saya 16 tahun..tak pon 15 tahun...kenapa?sebab saya awet muda...

#2...tempoh hari, saya pergi beli dvd..budak yang jual tu saya ingat dia adalah budak darjah 3 masa saya darjah 5 kat sekolah rendah saya dulu..tapi,dia panggil saya adik...kenapa?sebab saya awet muda...

#3...tahun 2009 ni, saya akan turn 21..umur yang cantik bukan?hakikatnya dah 2 dekad saya hidup..tapi,petang tadi, ada nenek dan atok yang datang melawat rumah saya..diorang kata saya tingkatan satu...sangat awet muda kan?

salah aku bangun lambat ke...

dear diary....=p

arini aku sedikit sedih...
pagi tadi aku overslept....(hari2 aku overslept)...
tapi hari ni memang over....
aku bukak mata jam suda pukul 1137 pagi....

dengar suara2 tak dikenali kat luar bilik...ada orang datang!!
tak nak keluar..tak mandi lagi....
aku pon peeping tepi pintu....nampak dorang tengah syok menjamu selera sambil berborak2 dengan wan aku kat dapur....

wancu dan laki dia rupanya.....menantu dia pon ada....cucu dia tidur dalam kereta....kesian baby tu...panas....

aku berjalan malas menuju ke bilik air....
capai towel dan mandi....

bila aku habis mandi ingat nak pergi berbudi bahasa amalan kita....nak pergi salam nenek saudara....
dah balik dah....wan aku cakap.....
nasib baik wan tak perli bangun lambat....

cacing2dalam perut dah bergendang2 dah main lagu rock....makin lama makin rancak...

jalan pergi dapur...bukak tudung saji.....

kosong??

dah habis dah.....wan cakap....kan ramai datang tadi...wan masak sikit je....ingat tak ada orang datang....tunggu next trip....

laaa.....sekarang aku tengah lapar...


p/s::kepada semua manusia,saya nasihatkan,kalau nak datang rumah orang di waktu2 sedemikian, sila bagi notis awal2....supaya tuan rumah boleh masak banyak2 dan tak ada orang kebuluran....

sempurna *sama dengan* tak sempurna

bila malam, saya tak boleh nak tidur, saya suka dengar lagu..
sekarang jam 12.33am...semua orang dalam rumah dah tidur...saya on kan komputer riba di atas meja...taip youtube...saya suke taylor swift..saya taip taylor swift...lagu2 dia ni memang sesuai sangat dengan jiwa saya ni...

saya dengar sambil chatting2...

tadi, saya dengar lagu dia lagi...
the way i loved you.......

He is sensible and so incredible
and all my single friends are jealous
he says everything I need to hear and it's like
i couldn't ask for anything better
he opens up my door and i get into his car
and he says you look beautiful tonight
and i feel perfectly fine

but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
you're so in love that you act insane
and that's the way I loved you
breakin' down and coming undone
it's a roller coaster kinda rush
and I never knew I could feel that much
and that's the way I loved you

he respects my space
and never makes me wait
and he calls exactly when he says he will
he's close to my mother
talks business with my father
he's charming and endearing
and I'm comfortable

but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
you're so in love that you act insane
and that's the way I loved you
breakin' down and coming undone
it's a roller coaster kinda rush
and I never knew I could feel that much
and that's the way I loved you

he can't see the smile I'm faking
and my heart's not breaking
cause I'm not feeling anything at all
and you were wild and crazy
just so frustrating, intoxicating
complicated, got away by some mistake and now

i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
and that's the way I love you
breakin' down and coming undone
it's a roller coaster kinda rush
and I never knew I could feel that much
and that's the way I loved you oh, oh

and that's the way I loved you oh, oh
never knew I could feel that much
and that's the way I loved you



lagu ni sangat sedap....macam cokelat...
sangat bermakna bagi saya....

it tells me that something perfect is not necessarily perfect....

anda faham maksud saya?

sesuatu yang tidak sempurna sebenarya adalah sesuatu yang sempurna...

and i love my relationship as the way it is now...because it's unpredictable and it's not always perfect...

i'm not a shopaholic..but i love spending my money..

i'm not a shopaholic...
but spending the money is like heaven....
the moment you realize, you already have an empty pocket..
you started to feel guilty...
but in a way,you'll feel satistied...
you had real fun...
and..
you make your beloved one feels happy...

cuti panjang

sempena cuti yang panjang ni, saya banyak menghabiskan masa saya dengan membuang masa. memang tidak ada faedahnya.tapi, bila difikir-fikirkan semula baguslah jugak. sekurang-kurangnya ada jugak saya buat sesuatu.

antara benda-benda yang kurang faedahnya itu seperti..

----gile drama bersiri jepun kejap..rasa macam tak up to date pon ye gak..sebab kawan-kawan saya semuanya dah tengok cerita-cerita tu..contonhya hana yori dango.dalam masa 4 hari je, da boleh habis 2 season saya tengok..memang saya tak ada buat keje lain la selain mengadap laptop time tu..selain tu, hana kimi pon saya tangok jugak..dua2 version saya tengok,banyak masa...banyak jugak cerita-cerita yang sekufu dengannya yang saya tengok..hasilnya,saya puas hati sebab dah tengok cerita2,hero2 dan gadis2 comel yang selalu kawan saya ceritakan dulu..

----di samping tengok hero2 mata sepet yang handsome2 tu, saya juga ade menggobek-gobek koleksi magazine saya yang lama-lama tu..mana artikel2 yang boleh dibaca dan dijadikn input tu habis saya baca..hasilnya,saya dapat informasi..

----selain itu, saya tidak lah membuang masa sangat kalau dipikir-pikirkan balik..saya kemas bilik..bilik yang macam tongkang pecah sebab barang-barang selori dari hostel semua saya angkut balik.itu pon, ada tau barang-barang yang saya tinggalkan aje kat sana.nak patah pinggang angkat kotak-kotak azimat berisi buku dan barangan peribadi.hasilnya,bilik yang kemas..

----berangan-angan..bukan angan-angan mat jenin yang saya buat..dengan kata lain, saya merancang masa depan..biasalah kan..bangun2 tidur tu baring2 kejap,wat sikit future planning..tidak ada ruginya..petang2 tu,jalan2 kat laman rumah plan lagi..hasilnya,kita tidak akan memikirkan apa2 yang lagha dan kita akan jadi lebih optimistik demi masa depan yang terjamin..

ini la ea antara aktiviti-aktiviti saya di rumah di kala cuti panjang..

i'm in love with the script

i'm yours

You've touched these tired eyes of mine
And mapped my face line by line
And some how growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts and works of art
And there hanging on the walls of my heart.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours.

And though my edge is maybe rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
And it may not seem like very much
But I'm yours.

You healed these scars over time
And braced my soul, you loved my mind
Your the only angel in my life
The day the news came, my best friend died
My knees went weak, and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours.

And though my edge is maybe rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
And it may not seem like very much
But I'm yours.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours.

my 2009 resolutions

I tend not to be very big into resolutions but i decided to make an exception for this 2009..furthermore, i'm becoming 21 and i believe there are so much great things that are waiting for me...so, i took sometimes to think and list down my 2009 resolutions..let's just see how it gets going forward...

my 2009 resolutions are...::

blog more often
i need to put on some weight
be positive about almost everything
learn to forgive and forget
bungee jumping!!!! (i need to overcome my fear of heights!)
learn to be more talkative-I'm a teacher to be
make more friends when studying broad
travel all around new zealand and australia
make more money-money-money!
be more independent
be more organized when it comes to solving problems and financial
more exercise
i want to learn how to cook
i will keep live up to these resolutions