observed!

been busy with the teaching experience (T.E) lately..and this one is gonna be a long entry...

T.E DAY 1

we were assigned to observe in Karori Normal school.
here we are..

at this school, i had to observe two year 3-4 class and a year 1 class. they are 9,10 and 5 years old..they were sooo cute...

there's this one boy, he showed me his secret book where he drew all his imaginary stuff and all and told me to keep it a secret...so, i won't tell u guys what's in there..=)

and in the 5 years old class, there's a boy, Regan. we had some conversations and he's sooo cute that i forgot to take a photo with him.dangg~he has a twin but sadly i forgot his name.and Regan and i talk and talk with his friend Thomas and Thomas.yes,there're 2 thomas in that class.and there's another one in the next class..coming back to the story, Regan and i sitting side by side and suddenly he said, "I don't know my mom." I was speechless and trying to find the right word."I don't know my mom.Do you know your mom?"he said again noticing me in silence.do you know how it felt when a kid asking you that kind of question?it's sad and disturbing. then i showed him my mom's photo and he smiled...owh.kecik2 dah kacak....

in another class, the students have to do a science project where they have to make an animal using newspaper.we called that paper mache and i dont know how to spell the mache..and there's this one boy, forgot his name (Im sooo bad in memorizing names) told me so many things.how his mom got her legs fractured and cant walked.how his wrist got injured.how he loves butter chicken so much and he only loves malaysia coz malaysia has indians and indians have butter chicken and blah blah blah...

T.E DAY 2
second day in Maidstone Intermediate School in Upper Hutt and it's 1 hour away from wellington and i dont really like it..
i was sitting at the back of the class observing them.and a boy from nowhere came in holding a book and a red paper.he talked with the teacher and he then quietly sat at the back near my place.he read a book but his hands were scratching on the red piece of paper.it's unfortunate for him that i was able to read what he was writing on the red paper.it was 'puberty'.
end.

and owh, we went back early today...haha..

T.E DAY 3

still in the Maidstone and haven't found anything fun here..so, i asked my associate teacher if i could observe the performing arts class.and she said yes. and YES!
at least there's something interesting here...and i went into their drama or acting class..i love the fact that they've been exposed to these kind of things in early age where it's easy to learn anything.yes, anything!!
here, they learn world history, music instruments,acting,arts,cooking,everything in primary..
here's a video of their presentation of the day..just a short one coz this is the best among 3 groups.

it's about a sultan who's selfish, money loving and in need of a son.but his wife can't give him one.so, he ordered the guard to kill one prisoner every morning until he found a wife that can give him a son...
end.

T.E DAY 4

fourth day in Thorndon Primary School just 10-15 minutes walk from my house.happy that i dont have to leave early for school anymore..=)

i have to observe a 5 years old class....owh.heaven...comel2 okay!

bestfriend forever..Rueben and leon.

that boy in red shirt, Isaac.he said I'm small...cisss...

they were playing 'mak-mak'...

Rebekah and Chante, the class hotties...seriously..

singing along.....

here is much better and i love the kids!

T.E DAY 5
i thought it would be a bad day when i was assigned to observe the year 5-6 class..they're 9-10..big enough to say bad things to us.well, that was what i thought~

but...it turned out that i love being with them...they gave me a daffodil and cards saying thank you and hoping i can stay with them.hixx...and they asked me to draw them something when i showed them my sketch book.each of them.and they talked with me, asking me lots of questions and they even want to learn bahasa melayu and insisted me to teach them.they wanted me to be their art teacher...haha..

they had their speech competition and all of them were amazing.

the daffodil they gave me.it's daffodil day.evryone have to buy it.but i get it for free!!
=)

the cards and drawings they gave me.i thought i've rotated it..huh.


the end...

my sister is turning 18..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARA...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.......

adikku..happy birthday!!!found this camwhoring pic in my folder...happy2 selalu...muahx!!

the sickest entry i ever wrote.

now that i know the real reason of my mom's latest entry...
this is for u boy..
dont worry,i won't mention your name..coz i've mentioned it once..
once is enough to make u feel the pain.
i'm sorry for u acting like that...
that's just too bad..real bad...
i never know u and u never know me..and obviously u never know my family..
so can u giv me a reason u acted like that?
saying those words and hurt other's feeling..?
do you think it's funny?
do you think people will laugh at everything u said?
it's not funny and i'm not laughing..
and in my own opinion, i would say, that words are actually resembling YOU, yes YOU!!
let me make it clear for u boy...
u did it once..it's shame on you..
but if u did it twice, means again, if u still don't get what i mean.
u are really gonna pay for it.
get what i mean or you're just too slow to understand me?
enough now.and grow up.
don't go around and make fool with others.
damn~

bila dah off-task

cani lah bile dah off task.ada je benda nak dibuat.padahal alin x habis study lagi.esok nak test.eng task nak kne submit esok.tapi nasib baik dapat extension smpai isnin.esok jugak nak gi jupe si laila faisal.bincang assignment educ.tapi tak sempat lagi nak gi carik info assignment.dang~~~~

asik ingat nak balik rumah je ni.setelah diizinkan balik oleh ibu yang baik hati nak sponsor tiket balik,rumah asik terbayang-bayang depan mata.bau kerang bakar, kerang rebus, ikan pari bakar dah menusuk-nusuk kat hidung ni.tiap malam termimpi-mimpi.eee..tak sabarnya nak balik.

padahal ni final exam tengah bulan 10 ni tak lepas lagi ni.belum pon masuk september lagi.cepat la~cepat la~~

sekarang dah nak spring kawan-kawan.bila lagi kita nak pergi bergambar untuk salam perantauan ni.raya lagi sebulan.nanti berita harian,utusan,metro,harakah semua penuh macamane muka kita nak glemer kat malaysia nanti.

sedih.nanti raya i takda kat rumah.ibu i cakap nak skype time orang ramai-ramai tengah datang takbir raya kat rumah.apakah?meraung nanti siapa nak pujuk?=)

***best tak lagu baru i letak ni?best kan?best kan?

harap-harap puasa tahun ni cukup...=)

lagi 5 hari je nak mula ramadhan dah...wuwuwu..walaupon ni bukan first time puasa jauh dari family, tapi nilah puasa i yang paling jauh dari family...rindu nak makn kerang rebus, ikan pari bakar, putu piring, tauhu sumbat wan, air cincau hansvdcdsheanaa tak nak cakap,nanti menangis isk3...

kat rumah time kecik dulu i ingat kalau hari-hari puasa yang tak sekolah i bangun lambat-lambat, supaye bila bangun dah tengahari and tinggal lagi beberapa jam je nak bukak puasa.belum pukul 5 petang dah terlembik kat atas sofa.pastu mandi konon2 nak bagi segar sambil duduk bawah paip air sambil ternganga-nganga.pastu ikut ayah pergi bazaar ramadhan carik putu piring kegemaran pastu kena wajib beli air cincau.tak pon air tebu.sedapnyeeee isk3...

i pernah terkantoi dengan atok time makan laici dalam tin sambil mencangkung kat depan peti ais.ok.time tu sekolah rendah.adik i kata laici dah nak habis.i takot x sempat rasa lepas bukak puasa nanti sebab adik i tak puasa nanti takot die habiskan.so, i yang puasa ni jadi risau terus pegi cangkung depan peti ais makan laici.dengan sopan.bile pandang atas, atok tengah merenung dengan dengan mata buntang atok...ish3..

kalau bangun sahur, selalu makan nasik pastu panaskan lauk semalam.tak pon goreng lah pape yang sempat.tak pon lagi best sikit, ayam masak kicap or telor masak kicap.i tak suka bangun sahur.tapi i kena bangun sahur.kalau tak nanti i rasa cam tak nak puasa sebab tak larat, lapar, rase nak marah dan sekian-sekian owh sungguh mengada-ngada...

pastu, kalau cousin-cousin i yang comel-comel tuh balik kat umah i, kitorang anak-anak dara yang comel ini akan ditugaskan untuk melenyek-lenyek tepong untuk buat bubur puteri berendam (fifi,if u remember this.i miss it!).bulat-bulatkan kecik-kecik pastu tekan kat tengah-tengah die.macam cocok bijik mata orang.sampai sekarang i tak faham kenapa nama die puteri berendam....

pastuh, bile bukak puasa ramai-ramai, penuh meja dengan kueh-mueh, lauk-pauk,air-mair, segala macam bentuk mak nenek makanan ada...lagi 15 minit nak buke tapi....dalam pinggan dah sarat dengan nasi, ayam goreng, ayam percik, murtabak, popia sambal, putu piring wajib ada dan sebagainya.semua ngadap tv tunggu azan pastu bile azan berkumandang, semua senyap sebab busy layan perasaan dengan makanan macam dah lama tak jumpa makanan..lepas makan, terbongkang ramai-ramai depan tv sebab plan nak pergi terawih kat surau dicancel sebab tukar plan buat terawih dalam bilik pukul 3 pagi.

waaaa....rindu....
SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!

sun.matahari.lunch.makan tengahari.

spring is around the corner.
and the sun's always out.
so, here we are, enjoying the sunlight and our lunch.


tiring day.tgk khirol.kesian.laparr..


irr.bad tudung day..


ampun ain.tersilau pule..janji tiut...=p


bukak lah mate!


having fun under the sun..=))

korang.pasni main layang-layang pulak ye!

somebody's missing me....

a friend of mine told me that a friend of her friend once said, "when u look at the clock, and the time is 11.11, that means, somebody's missing you.."

and guess what?

smile is the next best medicine

have you ever sit alone and suddenly, something pops out from your mind..and you smile?
i do.
there are sometimes when i smile by myself just because...

...i finally remember the song that i tried to figure out almost a week ago.
...i finally understand something.
...the sweet memories come to my mind.
...i heard funny conversation from the people around me.
...i'm wearing new top and i feel great.
...i'm listening to my fav song.
...i see someone cute.
...i remember my old jokes.
...thinking about my future.
...seeing something which reminiscing me to something.
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so people, don't get me wrong or call me crazy when you see me sitting in the corner and smiling by myself all alone..because..crazy people don't smile.they grin...=)