lepas ni nak hafal calendar setiap tahun

30/5/2010:dalam bilik,atas katil

Sape pernah frust dgn dri sndri?angkat tangannn…

Tadi..i bertungkus lumus study untuk test esok bernilai 60% dan dlm mase yg same buat assignment bernilai 50% kerana draft perlu dihantar esok juge.take note,esok.ye..tadi, I pk esok sgt bernilai dalam hidup i…

Jadiii..petang I study untuk test 3 jam tanpe henti..tak habis bace lagi,i nekad nak buat draft assignment pule sebab nak anta kat lec esok,1^st of june…dari 9 mlm hinge 1145 mlm..dalam hati berkecamuk.esok nak test,tapi x habis revise lagi..i tgk jam.dah hmpir pukul 12.tibe2 terdetik hati nk tgk calendar…

Demmm..rase nak campak2 laptop kat luar bangunan..rupe2nye sekarang bulan 5.bulan may ade 31 hari ye fatin nurhuda…jadinye esok 31hb..maknenye lagi esok kau x pyh anta draft..1^st jun hari selase…maknenye jugak patutnye tadi kau hbs kan bace untuk test besok…sekarang dah besok dah pon…macamane??

Sedih.sedih dgn sndri.frust.hampa.merajuk dgn dri sndri.xnk buat pape dah.esok kene bgn pagi baca buku epsy…

Ibu..sorry x dpt nk skype.akak dah sedih dgn dri sndri.nak tido.doakan akak boley jwb test dgn jayenye esok ye.esok ye kite skype.love u..waaaa!!!

the hardest thing to do is to start.

ASSIGNMENT!

I think the title explains it all.

dream-oh-dream

okay..3 posts in one night..
what am i?a blog maniac??
NO.
am just a girl with nothing to do,at the moment...
im inneed of a sweet-mucho-mucho-muvee right now..
anyone??

owh..and last night i watched Alice in the wonderland..hoho..i've never been a big fan of alice.well, i think that's because i've been blinded by my forever-time-favourite. the beauty and the beast...and i think,Alice was quite a good fantasy that i can carry along to my bed.you know,as a dream?i don't want to have bad dreams anymore..

the other day,i watched Legion.Alone. and it turned out, that night i dreamed about a 'nenek' grabbing my leg and it was soooooooooooo ftw scary...it was so real and i think i could die in terror...noo..i kept thinking about it few days afterward..

but hey.dreams are just dreams..i hope i'll have a good-sweet-romantic-dream tonight.so i can wake up with a smile tomorrow.

a reminder for me and for you

hi dear people who read this!
i've always been amazed by bloggers who use their blog to send out the meaningful messages which can make anyone who reads it started to think..but i don't like the fact that people use their blog to downgrade the others...people,it's not a good thing to do. even though i know it's your blog, your page and you can write your heart out,i mean anything..but, don't you think it's a bit immature and a bit lame when you say something bad about others in your page?don't you think it will creates a bad impression about you for your readers?you write..and people read..people usually remember what they read,you know...and even if you write with good intention,but i learn that people interpret things differently..they might get the wrong idea of what you are writing..some people may not realise this,but I do...peace!

something random.nothing new.

˙˙puıɯ ʎɯ ɯoɹɟ˙˙ʎɐʍɐ sɹǝʇʇıq sıɥʇ ןןɐ uɹnq puɐ uǝʌo ǝɥʇ uı pɐǝɥ ʎɯ ɟɟnʇs uɐɔ ı ɥsıʍ ʎןןɐǝɹ ı¿ɹɐǝʎ ǝɹoɯ ǝuo ɹoɟ ʇsnɾ¿ʇuǝɯoɯ ɐ ɹoɟ ʇsnɾ˙˙ʇuǝıʇɐd ǝq ʇsnɾ n ʇ,uɐɔ ʇnq˙ʇןnɐɟ ʎɯ ןןɐ s,ʇı ʞuıɥʇ ı˙˙sn ʇnoqɐ ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ˙noʎ ʇnoqɐ ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ˙ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ ɹǝʌoɔsıp ı uǝɥʍ ʎɐp ǝɥʇ˙˙ƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ ǝɯ pןoʇ noʎ ʎɐp ǝɥʇ uo ʇsnɹʇ ʎɯ ɥʇıʍ ƃuoןɐ˙ǝuoƃ p,ʎǝɥʇ ǝʞıן sɯǝǝs˙˙uɐɔ ןןıʇs ı ɟı ʍouʞ ʇ,uop ı 'ʇnq˙˙ǝʌoן ɥʇıʍ ʇןınq ǝʌ,ǝʍ sǝıɹoɯǝɯ ǝɥʇ ןןɐ ɥʇıʍ ʎɐʇs˙˙ʎɐʇs uɐɔ ı ɥsıʍ ı˙˙ǝpıs ʎɯ ɯoɹɟ˙˙ʎɐʍɐ ןןɐ ʇı pǝɥsıuɐʌ puɐ sǝɯoɔ ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ uǝɥʍ s,ʇı˙˙puɐןɹǝpuoʍ ɐ ǝʞıן ʇsnɾ sɐʍ ƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ puɐ ʇnoqɐ pǝıɹɹoʍ ǝq oʇ ƃuıɥʇʎuɐ ǝʌɐɥ ʇ,uop ı uǝɥʍ ǝɹoɟǝq ǝʞıן ʇsnɾ ǝq uɐɔ sƃuıɥʇ ɥsıʍ ı˙˙ƃuıop ɯ,ı ʇɐɥʍ ʍouʞ ı ɥsıʍ ı˙˙˙ʍǝu ƃuıɥʇǝɯos ɥʇıʍ ǝɟıן ʎɯ pǝuıɥs puɐ ƃuıssǝɹɐɔ˙˙noʎ s,ǝɹǝɥʇ puɐ˙˙sn uǝǝʍʇǝq sɹɐǝddɐ ǝɔuǝןıs˙˙punoɟ ǝq oʇ ǝɹǝɥʍ ou sı ǝɥ ʍou puɐ˙˙uǝppns os uǝddɐɥ sƃuıɥʇ ʇnq˙˙ɥƃıs˙˙ooʇ pǝsoddns ʇou ɯɐ ı ʍouʞ ı ɥƃnoɥʇ uǝʌǝ˙˙noʎ ʎq pǝɹǝʇʇɐןɟ os ɯɐ ı

love is a four letter word

i'm watching 'LOVE IS A FOUR LETTER WORD'...it's a movie and im falling in love with the title..

owh.and there goes the kissy kissy part..tetibe wan cakap,'oi!dah la tu!'haha...

anyways..2009 has finally come to the end..woohoo..!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR people!!

when he's gone and i'm here alone

okay.

this may be something old and outdated to be my latest entry.

i've asked some people on what they think about papadom,the movie. i've asked my bestfriends and some of my relatives about it.and they said,it was ok.but i think it's something more than ok..and i salute afdlin for that.

for people like me,like my family,like us who had lost someone precious, the guy of the family, might see this movie in a different way...

i remembered when i was in NZ, i talked to my mum on the phone and she told me she went to watch papadom twice at the cinema..and she said,"kakak tengok cerita tu mesti kakak teringat ayah.."and i was really touched.yes i did,really.

and i dont know why am i writing this entry..and since when did i become a sentimentalist..today is actually my late father's birthday..and sitting alone here makes me thinking about him and realize how much i miss him...

Al-Fatihah..

nokia?

tadi rajin..membantu wan di dapur..tibe2 wan cakap pasal langsir..

"nak beli langsir dapur baru lah"

"belilah wannnn.."

"tulah tu..nak pegi nokia tu tah bile2 tah.."

i dalam hati,"nokia??" tapi diam jee..

wan sambung lagi,"pakcu cakap langsir murah.tak ada sape nak bawak ni.bile lah dapat gi nokia ni nak beli langsir ni..."

i jadi lagi blur.."nokia?nokia ape wan??"

"alah...nokia lah!!nokia!"

berkerut-kerut dahi i.."nokia bende...?"

"nokia lah!!yang ibu kau beli pinggan mangkuk tu!"

"hahaha..IKEA lah wan!bukan NOKIA!nokia tu telefon wan tulah nokia..!"

"manolah den taw...hik3.."

Happy New Year!!!

sweet-ness

Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - Two Is Better Than One lyrics

bisnes kecil kecilan

lamenye tak update!lamenye lamenye lamenye...
ini kerane sedang enjoy 'life-with-nothing-to-do' semase holiday iniii...
rutin harian:tido-makan-jalan jalan-tengok tv-surf tenet-berangan-tido balik.

been thinking about selling some pre-loved items..kini sedang menggodek2 gobok a.k.a almari so that at least,other than duet asik kuar kerana shoping boley lah buat income cket nak beli cikedies cokolat cikedies cokolat buat makan sambil boring boring tengok tv kat rumah..

zzz..anywayzzzz,will be putting those items in a few more days ..thank you..

summer break bermula

akhirnye sampai di malaysia..


owhh...ibuku...dah 8 bulan rindu2...hehe...


jupe bby aqeef for the very first tym and he's sooooooo handsome!and rindu syaqir..siap jadi babysitter 2 arini ok...=)


terime kasih rakan2 di melbourne for everything~!melbourne sgt best!pasti akan dtg lagi~

summer break hingga february ye rakan2 taulan..=)

it ends tonight

wa.title nak all american reject je.tonight is my very last night in stafford.and in welly.besok maw ke melbourne and on friday, malaysia!!here i come~
i'll miss u for the next four months sayang.=)
seriously, i'll miss you..and the people here..wuuu..napelah i beli tiket awl sgt harituuuuu..homesick punye pasal.tulah.da lambat dah nak tulah tulah.tapi tulahhh...
tengok.i da miss farewell party cohort 4 yang bakal dibuat di beach dengar-dengar nye.
aaa...mestilah nak join pakai maxi dress lari lari dengan anggun kat tepi laut dengan ain sepoi sepoi bahase welly ni.tapi apekan daye.
huhu...babai kakak kakak abang abang cohort 4 yang sangat baik friendly peramah dan sebagainye..
babai juge kepada rakan rakan kesayangan kuuu...kite jumpe di malaysia okeh.
owh.dan babai juga pade bilik ku di stafford...ini malam terakhir kite bersame.
tahun depan tak tahu lagi duk mane ni.babaiiiiii...melbourne~here i come!!malaysia~i'll c u when i c u on friday ok...!!

babai katil stafford yang empuk

nak balik sekarang jugak!

list of things to do bile sampai malaysia nantiii..haha...

1. maw makan dabel cisbeger mcd sesampai2 je di airport nanti..dan juge bubur ayam mcd...
2. maw makan beger king...
3. maw jalan2 pusing shopping mall 3 hari 3 malam.cni shopping mall tidak seronok.ta sukeee.
4. maw main boling pagi sampai petang..
5. maw makan kerang rebusss,kerang bakarrrr...
6. maw lari2 anak bersame syaqir yang comell...
7. maw tido ramai2 bersame ibu dan adik2..
8. maw marathon oth semule bersame neleh dan daa..
9. maw nonton muveeeeessss..rindu panggung wayang malaysia.
10. maw pegi zooo..
11. maw pegi semue kenduri kawin yang adee..
12. maw pegi shoping hamster ngan fifi.
13. maw buat lesen kerete..cepat bagi semangat~!
14. maw pegi cameron.kenape?xtahu~
15. maw belajar baking..
16. and many moreeeeee....

random night

it's 3am..
and here i am.
sitting at the corner of my room.
staring at the wall.
having a thought.
that u'll never understand.
that u'll never see and never get.
what i meant.what i said to u just now.
how can i be so fragile.so weak.
i hope i can run.
i hope i can walk out from this nightmare.
and i hope i can be true to myself.

s.h.i.t

one word for today
s.h.i.t

one word for now
s.h.i.t

bile emotional kurang stabil,hormon turun naik macam roller coaster, semua benda macam s.h.i.t..bile rumah yang diapply diharap2 tak dapat. bile orang yang ditunggu2 asik hilang takde berite. owh.sangat devastated..

lumrah kehidupan di overseas

tak pernah rasa semiskin ini.
cepatlah balik malaysia.
cepatlah balik malaysia.

kenape kite tak boleh marah kalau kite rasa ada orang yang tulis buruk pasal kite dalam blog die?

sebab itu blog die...=)

lidah belit-belit

saya tak tahu sekirenye ape yang saya tahu masih saya tahu dan saya sangat mahu tahu apa yang saya tak tahu sebab mungkin apa yang saya tak tahu itu adalah benda yang saya tahu tapi buat-buat tak tahu dan tak mahu tahu kerana takut saya akan buat-buat tak tahu pada benda yang yang saya tahu untuk benda yang saya baru tahu.

someone was born today~

it's 4th..it's sunday..and it's my mum's birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU~!

Thank you for loving
And caring for me
Also for all the little things
You do so beautifully
This is my greeting
A wish for joy and cheer
The greeting is for your birthday
The wish is for all year...

love u...

gumbira~

thanx rakan-rakan irr,yuyu dan ajip yang sanggup berjalan beratus-ratus langkah bersame-same i sebab merengek maw pegi tgk tulip dekat botanic garden...huhu...aritu tulip festival tak dapat pegi sebab irr nak pegi umah terbuka nun jauh di johnsonville..dapat mkn barbeque..huhu...
tulip2 sangat cantik rasa mahu petik semua bawak balik awet bagi kat ibu tanam kat depan umah...hee...
sangat tak rajin bercerite panjang.ape kate biar gambar2 bercerite..=)

muke2 penat orang demam naik tangge..




tak paham..gambar yuyu snap sume kene tunduk dan tonggek..=p


pokok ni name tinkerbell~!!!!!!!!.**mode excited**


gambar sebelum dihalau oleh pakcik gardener.


bunga comel..


























thank you guys~..botanic garden lah one of the places kat welly ni yg bley uat i jadik happy3!=D
da pergi banyak kali pon,still i can never get enough of it.
sayang kamu lebey~