wordplay

lepas ni nak hafal calendar setiap tahun

2010-05-30T05:13:00.000-07:00

30/5/2010:dalam bilik,atas katil

Sape pernah frust dgn dri sndri?angkat tangannn…

Tadi..i bertungkus lumus study untuk test esok bernilai 60% dan dlm mase yg same buat assignment bernilai 50% kerana draft perlu dihantar esok juge.take note,esok.ye..tadi, I pk esok sgt bernilai dalam hidup i…

Jadiii..petang I study untuk test 3 jam tanpe henti..tak habis bace lagi,i nekad nak buat draft assignment pule sebab nak anta kat lec esok,1^st of june…dari 9 mlm hinge 1145 mlm..dalam hati berkecamuk.esok nak test,tapi x habis revise lagi..i tgk jam.dah hmpir pukul 12.tibe2 terdetik hati nk tgk calendar…

Demmm..rase nak campak2 laptop kat luar bangunan..rupe2nye sekarang bulan 5.bulan may ade 31 hari ye fatin nurhuda…jadinye esok 31hb..maknenye lagi esok kau x pyh anta draft..1^st jun hari selase…maknenye jugak patutnye tadi kau hbs kan bace untuk test besok…sekarang dah besok dah pon…macamane??

Sedih.sedih dgn sndri.frust.hampa.merajuk dgn dri sndri.xnk buat pape dah.esok kene bgn pagi baca buku epsy…

Ibu..sorry x dpt nk skype.akak dah sedih dgn dri sndri.nak tido.doakan akak boley jwb test dgn jayenye esok ye.esok ye kite skype.love u..waaaa!!!

the hardest thing to do is to start.

2010-03-31T04:03:00.000-07:00

ASSIGNMENT!

I think the title explains it all.

dream-oh-dream

2010-03-25T03:46:00.000-07:00

okay..3 posts in one night..
what am i?a blog maniac??
NO.
am just a girl with nothing to do,at the moment...
im inneed of a sweet-mucho-mucho-muvee right now..
anyone??

owh..and last night i watched Alice in the wonderland..hoho..i've never been a big fan of alice.well, i think that's because i've been blinded by my forever-time-favourite. the beauty and the beast...and i think,Alice was quite a good fantasy that i can carry along to my bed.you know,as a dream?i don't want to have bad dreams anymore..

the other day,i watched Legion.Alone. and it turned out, that night i dreamed about a 'nenek' grabbing my leg and it was soooooooooooo ftw scary...it was so real and i think i could die in terror...noo..i kept thinking about it few days afterward..

but hey.dreams are just dreams..i hope i'll have a good-sweet-romantic-dream tonight.so i can wake up with a smile tomorrow.

a reminder for me and for you

2010-03-25T01:20:00.000-07:00

hi dear people who read this!
i've always been amazed by bloggers who use their blog to send out the meaningful messages which can make anyone who reads it started to think..but i don't like the fact that people use their blog to downgrade the others...people,it's not a good thing to do. even though i know it's your blog, your page and you can write your heart out,i mean anything..but, don't you think it's a bit immature and a bit lame when you say something bad about others in your page?don't you think it will creates a bad impression about you for your readers?you write..and people read..people usually remember what they read,you know...and even if you write with good intention,but i learn that people interpret things differently..they might get the wrong idea of what you are writing..some people may not realise this,but I do...peace!

something random.nothing new.

2010-03-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

˙˙puıɯ ʎɯ ɯoɹɟ˙˙ʎɐʍɐ sɹǝʇʇıq sıɥʇ ןןɐ uɹnq puɐ uǝʌo ǝɥʇ uı pɐǝɥ ʎɯ ɟɟnʇs uɐɔ ı ɥsıʍ ʎןןɐǝɹ ı¿ɹɐǝʎ ǝɹoɯ ǝuo ɹoɟ ʇsnɾ¿ʇuǝɯoɯ ɐ ɹoɟ ʇsnɾ˙˙ʇuǝıʇɐd ǝq ʇsnɾ n ʇ,uɐɔ ʇnq˙ʇןnɐɟ ʎɯ ןןɐ s,ʇı ʞuıɥʇ ı˙˙sn ʇnoqɐ ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ˙noʎ ʇnoqɐ ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ˙ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ ɹǝʌoɔsıp ı uǝɥʍ ʎɐp ǝɥʇ˙˙ƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ ǝɯ pןoʇ noʎ ʎɐp ǝɥʇ uo ʇsnɹʇ ʎɯ ɥʇıʍ ƃuoןɐ˙ǝuoƃ p,ʎǝɥʇ ǝʞıן sɯǝǝs˙˙uɐɔ ןןıʇs ı ɟı ʍouʞ ʇ,uop ı 'ʇnq˙˙ǝʌoן ɥʇıʍ ʇןınq ǝʌ,ǝʍ sǝıɹoɯǝɯ ǝɥʇ ןןɐ ɥʇıʍ ʎɐʇs˙˙ʎɐʇs uɐɔ ı ɥsıʍ ı˙˙ǝpıs ʎɯ ɯoɹɟ˙˙ʎɐʍɐ ןןɐ ʇı pǝɥsıuɐʌ puɐ sǝɯoɔ ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ uǝɥʍ s,ʇı˙˙puɐןɹǝpuoʍ ɐ ǝʞıן ʇsnɾ sɐʍ ƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ puɐ ʇnoqɐ pǝıɹɹoʍ ǝq oʇ ƃuıɥʇʎuɐ ǝʌɐɥ ʇ,uop ı uǝɥʍ ǝɹoɟǝq ǝʞıן ʇsnɾ ǝq uɐɔ sƃuıɥʇ ɥsıʍ ı˙˙ƃuıop ɯ,ı ʇɐɥʍ ʍouʞ ı ɥsıʍ ı˙˙˙ʍǝu ƃuıɥʇǝɯos ɥʇıʍ ǝɟıן ʎɯ pǝuıɥs puɐ ƃuıssǝɹɐɔ˙˙noʎ s,ǝɹǝɥʇ puɐ˙˙sn uǝǝʍʇǝq sɹɐǝddɐ ǝɔuǝןıs˙˙punoɟ ǝq oʇ ǝɹǝɥʍ ou sı ǝɥ ʍou puɐ˙˙uǝppns os uǝddɐɥ sƃuıɥʇ ʇnq˙˙ɥƃıs˙˙ooʇ pǝsoddns ʇou ɯɐ ı ʍouʞ ı ɥƃnoɥʇ uǝʌǝ˙˙noʎ ʎq pǝɹǝʇʇɐןɟ os ɯɐ ı

love is a four letter word

2009-12-31T04:28:00.000-08:00

i'm watching 'LOVE IS A FOUR LETTER WORD'...it's a movie and im falling in love with the title..

owh.and there goes the kissy kissy part..tetibe wan cakap,'oi!dah la tu!'haha...

anyways..2009 has finally come to the end..woohoo..!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR people!!

when he's gone and i'm here alone

2009-12-28T06:06:00.000-08:00

okay.

this may be something old and outdated to be my latest entry.

i've asked some people on what they think about papadom,the movie. i've asked my bestfriends and some of my relatives about it.and they said,it was ok.but i think it's something more than ok..and i salute afdlin for that.

for people like me,like my family,like us who had lost someone precious, the guy of the family, might see this movie in a different way...

i remembered when i was in NZ, i talked to my mum on the phone and she told me she went to watch papadom twice at the cinema..and she said,"kakak tengok cerita tu mesti kakak teringat ayah.."and i was really touched.yes i did,really.

and i dont know why am i writing this entry..and since when did i become a sentimentalist..today is actually my late father's birthday..and sitting alone here makes me thinking about him and realize how much i miss him...

Al-Fatihah..

nokia?

2009-12-28T04:46:00.000-08:00

tadi rajin..membantu wan di dapur..tibe2 wan cakap pasal langsir..

"nak beli langsir dapur baru lah"

"belilah wannnn.."

"tulah tu..nak pegi nokia tu tah bile2 tah.."

i dalam hati,"nokia??" tapi diam jee..

wan sambung lagi,"pakcu cakap langsir murah.tak ada sape nak bawak ni.bile lah dapat gi nokia ni nak beli langsir ni..."

i jadi lagi blur.."nokia?nokia ape wan??"

"alah...nokia lah!!nokia!"

berkerut-kerut dahi i.."nokia bende...?"

"nokia lah!!yang ibu kau beli pinggan mangkuk tu!"

"hahaha..IKEA lah wan!bukan NOKIA!nokia tu telefon wan tulah nokia..!"

"manolah den taw...hik3.."

Happy New Year!!!

sweet-ness

2009-12-27T05:11:00.000-08:00

Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - Two Is Better Than One lyrics

bisnes kecil kecilan

2009-12-22T06:08:00.000-08:00

lamenye tak update!lamenye lamenye lamenye...
ini kerane sedang enjoy 'life-with-nothing-to-do' semase holiday iniii...
rutin harian:tido-makan-jalan jalan-tengok tv-surf tenet-berangan-tido balik.

been thinking about selling some pre-loved items..kini sedang menggodek2 gobok a.k.a almari so that at least,other than duet asik kuar kerana shoping boley lah buat income cket nak beli cikedies cokolat cikedies cokolat buat makan sambil boring boring tengok tv kat rumah..

zzz..anywayzzzz,will be putting those items in a few more days ..thank you..

summer break bermula

2009-10-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

akhirnye sampai di malaysia..

owhh...ibuku...dah 8 bulan rindu2...hehe...

jupe bby aqeef for the very first tym and he's sooooooo handsome!and rindu syaqir..siap jadi babysitter 2 arini ok...=)

terime kasih rakan2 di melbourne for everything~!melbourne sgt best!pasti akan dtg lagi~

summer break hingga february ye rakan2 taulan..=)

it ends tonight

2009-10-19T07:14:00.000-07:00

wa.title nak all american reject je.tonight is my very last night in stafford.and in welly.besok maw ke melbourne and on friday, malaysia!!here i come~
i'll miss u for the next four months sayang.=)
seriously, i'll miss you..and the people here..wuuu..napelah i beli tiket awl sgt harituuuuu..homesick punye pasal.tulah.da lambat dah nak tulah tulah.tapi tulahhh...
tengok.i da miss farewell party cohort 4 yang bakal dibuat di beach dengar-dengar nye.
aaa...mestilah nak join pakai maxi dress lari lari dengan anggun kat tepi laut dengan ain sepoi sepoi bahase welly ni.tapi apekan daye.
huhu...babai kakak kakak abang abang cohort 4 yang sangat baik friendly peramah dan sebagainye..
babai juge kepada rakan rakan kesayangan kuuu...kite jumpe di malaysia okeh.
owh.dan babai juga pade bilik ku di stafford...ini malam terakhir kite bersame.
tahun depan tak tahu lagi duk mane ni.babaiiiiii...melbourne~here i come!!malaysia~i'll c u when i c u on friday ok...!!

babai katil stafford yang empuk

nak balik sekarang jugak!

2009-10-18T14:06:00.000-07:00

list of things to do bile sampai malaysia nantiii..haha...

1. maw makan dabel cisbeger mcd sesampai2 je di airport nanti..dan juge bubur ayam mcd...
2. maw makan beger king...
3. maw jalan2 pusing shopping mall 3 hari 3 malam.cni shopping mall tidak seronok.ta sukeee.
4. maw main boling pagi sampai petang..
5. maw makan kerang rebusss,kerang bakarrrr...
6. maw lari2 anak bersame syaqir yang comell...
7. maw tido ramai2 bersame ibu dan adik2..
8. maw marathon oth semule bersame neleh dan daa..
9. maw nonton muveeeeessss..rindu panggung wayang malaysia.
10. maw pegi zooo..
11. maw pegi semue kenduri kawin yang adee..
12. maw pegi shoping hamster ngan fifi.
13. maw buat lesen kerete..cepat bagi semangat~!
14. maw pegi cameron.kenape?xtahu~
15. maw belajar baking..
16. and many moreeeeee....

random night

2009-10-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

it's 3am..
and here i am.
sitting at the corner of my room.
staring at the wall.
having a thought.
that u'll never understand.
that u'll never see and never get.
what i meant.what i said to u just now.
how can i be so fragile.so weak.
i hope i can run.
i hope i can walk out from this nightmare.
and i hope i can be true to myself.

s.h.i.t

2009-10-15T22:27:00.000-07:00

one word for today
s.h.i.t

one word for now
s.h.i.t

bile emotional kurang stabil,hormon turun naik macam roller coaster, semua benda macam s.h.i.t..bile rumah yang diapply diharap2 tak dapat. bile orang yang ditunggu2 asik hilang takde berite. owh.sangat devastated..

lumrah kehidupan di overseas

2009-10-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

tak pernah rasa semiskin ini.
cepatlah balik malaysia.
cepatlah balik malaysia.

kenape kite tak boleh marah kalau kite rasa ada orang yang tulis buruk pasal kite dalam blog die?

2009-10-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

sebab itu blog die...=)

lidah belit-belit

2009-10-05T03:11:00.000-07:00

saya tak tahu sekirenye ape yang saya tahu masih saya tahu dan saya sangat mahu tahu apa yang saya tak tahu sebab mungkin apa yang saya tak tahu itu adalah benda yang saya tahu tapi buat-buat tak tahu dan tak mahu tahu kerana takut saya akan buat-buat tak tahu pada benda yang yang saya tahu untuk benda yang saya baru tahu.

someone was born today~

2009-10-03T21:14:00.000-07:00

it's 4th..it's sunday..and it's my mum's birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU~!

Thank you for loving
And caring for me
Also for all the little things
You do so beautifully
This is my greeting
A wish for joy and cheer
The greeting is for your birthday
The wish is for all year...

love u...

gumbira~

2009-09-30T04:39:00.001-07:00

thanx rakan-rakan irr,yuyu dan ajip yang sanggup berjalan beratus-ratus langkah bersame-same i sebab merengek maw pegi tgk tulip dekat botanic garden...huhu...aritu tulip festival tak dapat pegi sebab irr nak pegi umah terbuka nun jauh di johnsonville..dapat mkn barbeque..huhu...
tulip2 sangat cantik rasa mahu petik semua bawak balik awet bagi kat ibu tanam kat depan umah...hee...
sangat tak rajin bercerite panjang.ape kate biar gambar2 bercerite..=)

muke2 penat orang demam naik tangge..

tak paham..gambar yuyu snap sume kene tunduk dan tonggek..=p

pokok ni name tinkerbell~!!!!!!!!.**mode excited**

gambar sebelum dihalau oleh pakcik gardener.

bunga comel..

thank you guys~..botanic garden lah one of the places kat welly ni yg bley uat i jadik happy3!=D
da pergi banyak kali pon,still i can never get enough of it.
sayang kamu lebey~

raya wei raya!

2009-09-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

ini pic raya paling i suke out of allllll beribu2 pic raya...
even i takda dalam ni pon, takpe.i nak suka jugak..
ini adalah ibu, and due orang my lovely sisters yang sekarang tengah ber-holiday.wuwu..
and si kecil noty tepi tu cousin i yang dulu kecik2 i yang cuci sumenye..
owh..miss u so much syaqir.
take care korang..miss u and love u all!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

***akan update kisah raya later.=)

sesuatu yang kau tak payah baca

2009-09-22T02:27:00.000-07:00

harini aku maw cakap pasal 'terasa'..
pernah tak korang-korang 'terasa' dengan orang-orang?
kadang-kadang bukan benda besar pon yang buat kita 'terasa', tapi benda the very small thing pon senang je nak buat kau 'terasa'.betul tak?
bila aku 'terasa', aku cube sedaye upaye aku fikir, 'xpe, bukan niat orang tu nak buat aku 'terasa''...
but, u know, bile dah lepas raye ni lagi-lagi kan, syaitan dah telepas pastu beranak-pinak dengan giatnye sebab nak lepas gian time bulan puasa, lagilah perasaan marah sebab 'terasa' tu membuak-buak...cakap sikit rase nak lempang dah..kalau aku tengah 'terasa', aku takkan pandang muka orang tu bila aku bercakap dengan die.so, selagi aku boleh pandang muka kau, maksudnye aku belom atau tak 'terasa' lagi ngan kau.jadi,jangan risau.

bukan senang nak buat aku 'terasa' sebab aku bukan orang yang kisah.sekali aku 'terasa', selamanya aku ingat..tapi aku bukan orang yang suka nak 'terasa' lame-lame..hari ni 'terasa', esok dah tak rasa..tapi kau jangan ingat sebab tu, kau boleh cakap sesuka hati kau, ketuk kepala aku sesuka hati kau,pijak muka aku sesuka hati kau...

aku harap lepas aku kelik butang publish tu, perasaan 'terasa' aku ni akan hilang.

dear friend..

2009-09-16T15:29:00.000-07:00

dear friend..
how have u been lately?u seem sad and u keep saying bout being lonely..u talk less and when u speak, it sounds harsh to me..as if u're mad, but silently..

dear friend, i'm sorry if i ever did something wrong..if it's true, i need you to know that i'll never do bad things to you on purpose..you're a good friend, and i'll always love the way you are..=)

the night after one night stand

2009-09-16T01:27:00.000-07:00

some things are easier said than done...
like doing the assignment.i said i want to finish it tonight.but look at what am i doing now.im writing this post for u.
like being truthfully-truth-forever-yours.i said i wannabe that.but only god knows when,how and why to stop what the heart wants.

some things are easier said than done...

pic for today...

its funny how people you don't know make you laugh.
i sat near two vending machines today.
now i realise people talk funny things near vending machine.

one night stand

2009-09-15T04:27:00.000-07:00

sometimes...i wish i'm a bird..flying high and never fear height..

the other day..i wish i'm a snowman..can bare with cold and always smiling..

and today..i wish i'm einstein..with messy hair and wrinkled face and brainyyyyyyy...so that i can finish my assignment in just one night!

D.A.I.S.Y.

2009-09-11T16:04:00.000-07:00

like my ibu, i always have a good interest in flowers..hee...but of course, i don't have enough time, enough space, enough courage, enough semangat nak tanam pokok bunga sendiri...erti kate lain..(MALAS)..

i did mentioned how i love daisies so much...did i?or i didn't?
well...............
tell u something...I LOVE DAISIES!!
giv me daisies and i'll giv u my heart...no!kidding~

The flower daisy has the meaning of purity or innocence. you can giv someone daisies to show your loyal love too..=)

and since i'm feeling a little bit down thinking bout raya's coming...financial problems that stopped me from dragging myself from one boutique to another..how i miss home..the smell of those raya preparation,and all that stuff...i decided to get myself something.

and hell yeah....!!
so i did.guess what?

daisies of course!

and now i'm feeling happy again~

see?
how this very simple little thing in life can make u irresistibly happy...
**big smile**

*****and the vase!!i made that myself..huhu..
*****i dunno why the fonts are quite mixed up here..hee..

bila tiba hari raya..

2009-09-10T17:59:00.000-07:00

puasa dah nak habis.
raye dah dekat.
tak gi shopping raye pon.
kueh raye pon x buat lagi.
tak rasa nak raya pon.
sedih.sedih.sedih.

the story every procrastinator should read

2009-09-08T11:20:00.000-07:00

suffer.
suffer.
suffer......................

observed!

2009-08-27T20:57:00.001-07:00

been busy with the teaching experience (T.E) lately..and this one is gonna be a long entry...

T.E DAY 1

we were assigned to observe in Karori Normal school.
here we are..

at this school, i had to observe two year 3-4 class and a year 1 class. they are 9,10 and 5 years old..they were sooo cute...

there's this one boy, he showed me his secret book where he drew all his imaginary stuff and all and told me to keep it a secret...so, i won't tell u guys what's in there..=)

and in the 5 years old class, there's a boy, Regan. we had some conversations and he's sooo cute that i forgot to take a photo with him.dangg~he has a twin but sadly i forgot his name.and Regan and i talk and talk with his friend Thomas and Thomas.yes,there're 2 thomas in that class.and there's another one in the next class..coming back to the story, Regan and i sitting side by side and suddenly he said, "I don't know my mom." I was speechless and trying to find the right word."I don't know my mom.Do you know your mom?"he said again noticing me in silence.do you know how it felt when a kid asking you that kind of question?it's sad and disturbing. then i showed him my mom's photo and he smiled...owh.kecik2 dah kacak....

in another class, the students have to do a science project where they have to make an animal using newspaper.we called that paper mache and i dont know how to spell the mache..and there's this one boy, forgot his name (Im sooo bad in memorizing names) told me so many things.how his mom got her legs fractured and cant walked.how his wrist got injured.how he loves butter chicken so much and he only loves malaysia coz malaysia has indians and indians have butter chicken and blah blah blah...

T.E DAY 2
second day in Maidstone Intermediate School in Upper Hutt and it's 1 hour away from wellington and i dont really like it..
i was sitting at the back of the class observing them.and a boy from nowhere came in holding a book and a red paper.he talked with the teacher and he then quietly sat at the back near my place.he read a book but his hands were scratching on the red piece of paper.it's unfortunate for him that i was able to read what he was writing on the red paper.it was 'puberty'.
end.

and owh, we went back early today...haha..

T.E DAY 3

still in the Maidstone and haven't found anything fun here..so, i asked my associate teacher if i could observe the performing arts class.and she said yes. and YES!
at least there's something interesting here...and i went into their drama or acting class..i love the fact that they've been exposed to these kind of things in early age where it's easy to learn anything.yes, anything!!
here, they learn world history, music instruments,acting,arts,cooking,everything in primary..
here's a video of their presentation of the day..just a short one coz this is the best among 3 groups.

it's about a sultan who's selfish, money loving and in need of a son.but his wife can't give him one.so, he ordered the guard to kill one prisoner every morning until he found a wife that can give him a son...
end.

T.E DAY 4

fourth day in Thorndon Primary School just 10-15 minutes walk from my house.happy that i dont have to leave early for school anymore..=)

i have to observe a 5 years old class....owh.heaven...comel2 okay!

bestfriend forever..Rueben and leon.

that boy in red shirt, Isaac.he said I'm small...cisss...

they were playing 'mak-mak'...

Rebekah and Chante, the class hotties...seriously..

singing along.....

here is much better and i love the kids!

T.E DAY 5
i thought it would be a bad day when i was assigned to observe the year 5-6 class..they're 9-10..big enough to say bad things to us.well, that was what i thought~

but...it turned out that i love being with them...they gave me a daffodil and cards saying thank you and hoping i can stay with them.hixx...and they asked me to draw them something when i showed them my sketch book.each of them.and they talked with me, asking me lots of questions and they even want to learn bahasa melayu and insisted me to teach them.they wanted me to be their art teacher...haha..

they had their speech competition and all of them were amazing.

the daffodil they gave me.it's daffodil day.evryone have to buy it.but i get it for free!!
=)

the cards and drawings they gave me.i thought i've rotated it..huh.

the end...

my sister is turning 18..

2009-08-25T20:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARA...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.......

adikku..happy birthday!!!found this camwhoring pic in my folder...happy2 selalu...muahx!!

the sickest entry i ever wrote.

2009-08-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

now that i know the real reason of my mom's latest entry...
this is for u boy..
dont worry,i won't mention your name..coz i've mentioned it once..
once is enough to make u feel the pain.
i'm sorry for u acting like that...
that's just too bad..real bad...
i never know u and u never know me..and obviously u never know my family..
so can u giv me a reason u acted like that?
saying those words and hurt other's feeling..?
do you think it's funny?
do you think people will laugh at everything u said?
it's not funny and i'm not laughing..
and in my own opinion, i would say, that words are actually resembling YOU, yes YOU!!
let me make it clear for u boy...
u did it once..it's shame on you..
but if u did it twice, means again, if u still don't get what i mean.
u are really gonna pay for it.
get what i mean or you're just too slow to understand me?
enough now.and grow up.
don't go around and make fool with others.
damn~

bila dah off-task

2009-08-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

cani lah bile dah off task.ada je benda nak dibuat.padahal alin x habis study lagi.esok nak test.eng task nak kne submit esok.tapi nasib baik dapat extension smpai isnin.esok jugak nak gi jupe si laila faisal.bincang assignment educ.tapi tak sempat lagi nak gi carik info assignment.dang~~~~

asik ingat nak balik rumah je ni.setelah diizinkan balik oleh ibu yang baik hati nak sponsor tiket balik,rumah asik terbayang-bayang depan mata.bau kerang bakar, kerang rebus, ikan pari bakar dah menusuk-nusuk kat hidung ni.tiap malam termimpi-mimpi.eee..tak sabarnya nak balik.

padahal ni final exam tengah bulan 10 ni tak lepas lagi ni.belum pon masuk september lagi.cepat la~cepat la~~

sekarang dah nak spring kawan-kawan.bila lagi kita nak pergi bergambar untuk salam perantauan ni.raya lagi sebulan.nanti berita harian,utusan,metro,harakah semua penuh macamane muka kita nak glemer kat malaysia nanti.

sedih.nanti raya i takda kat rumah.ibu i cakap nak skype time orang ramai-ramai tengah datang takbir raya kat rumah.apakah?meraung nanti siapa nak pujuk?=)

***best tak lagu baru i letak ni?best kan?best kan?

harap-harap puasa tahun ni cukup...=)

2009-08-15T21:43:00.000-07:00

lagi 5 hari je nak mula ramadhan dah...wuwuwu..walaupon ni bukan first time puasa jauh dari family, tapi nilah puasa i yang paling jauh dari family...rindu nak makn kerang rebus, ikan pari bakar, putu piring, tauhu sumbat wan, air cincau hansvdcdsheanaa tak nak cakap,nanti menangis isk3...

kat rumah time kecik dulu i ingat kalau hari-hari puasa yang tak sekolah i bangun lambat-lambat, supaye bila bangun dah tengahari and tinggal lagi beberapa jam je nak bukak puasa.belum pukul 5 petang dah terlembik kat atas sofa.pastu mandi konon2 nak bagi segar sambil duduk bawah paip air sambil ternganga-nganga.pastu ikut ayah pergi bazaar ramadhan carik putu piring kegemaran pastu kena wajib beli air cincau.tak pon air tebu.sedapnyeeee isk3...

i pernah terkantoi dengan atok time makan laici dalam tin sambil mencangkung kat depan peti ais.ok.time tu sekolah rendah.adik i kata laici dah nak habis.i takot x sempat rasa lepas bukak puasa nanti sebab adik i tak puasa nanti takot die habiskan.so, i yang puasa ni jadi risau terus pegi cangkung depan peti ais makan laici.dengan sopan.bile pandang atas, atok tengah merenung dengan dengan mata buntang atok...ish3..

kalau bangun sahur, selalu makan nasik pastu panaskan lauk semalam.tak pon goreng lah pape yang sempat.tak pon lagi best sikit, ayam masak kicap or telor masak kicap.i tak suka bangun sahur.tapi i kena bangun sahur.kalau tak nanti i rasa cam tak nak puasa sebab tak larat, lapar, rase nak marah dan sekian-sekian owh sungguh mengada-ngada...

pastu, kalau cousin-cousin i yang comel-comel tuh balik kat umah i, kitorang anak-anak dara yang comel ini akan ditugaskan untuk melenyek-lenyek tepong untuk buat bubur puteri berendam (fifi,if u remember this.i miss it!).bulat-bulatkan kecik-kecik pastu tekan kat tengah-tengah die.macam cocok bijik mata orang.sampai sekarang i tak faham kenapa nama die puteri berendam....

pastuh, bile bukak puasa ramai-ramai, penuh meja dengan kueh-mueh, lauk-pauk,air-mair, segala macam bentuk mak nenek makanan ada...lagi 15 minit nak buke tapi....dalam pinggan dah sarat dengan nasi, ayam goreng, ayam percik, murtabak, popia sambal, putu piring wajib ada dan sebagainya.semua ngadap tv tunggu azan pastu bile azan berkumandang, semua senyap sebab busy layan perasaan dengan makanan macam dah lama tak jumpa makanan..lepas makan, terbongkang ramai-ramai depan tv sebab plan nak pergi terawih kat surau dicancel sebab tukar plan buat terawih dalam bilik pukul 3 pagi.

waaaa....rindu....
SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!

sun.matahari.lunch.makan tengahari.

2009-08-11T02:09:00.000-07:00

spring is around the corner.
and the sun's always out.
so, here we are, enjoying the sunlight and our lunch.

tiring day.tgk khirol.kesian.laparr..

irr.bad tudung day..

ampun ain.tersilau pule..janji tiut...=p

bukak lah mate!

having fun under the sun..=))

korang.pasni main layang-layang pulak ye!

somebody's missing me....

2009-08-10T04:15:00.000-07:00

a friend of mine told me that a friend of her friend once said, "when u look at the clock, and the time is 11.11, that means, somebody's missing you.."

and guess what?

smile is the next best medicine

2009-08-05T15:33:00.000-07:00

have you ever sit alone and suddenly, something pops out from your mind..and you smile?
i do.
there are sometimes when i smile by myself just because...

...i finally remember the song that i tried to figure out almost a week ago.
...i finally understand something.
...the sweet memories come to my mind.
...i heard funny conversation from the people around me.
...i'm wearing new top and i feel great.
...i'm listening to my fav song.
...i see someone cute.
...i remember my old jokes.
...thinking about my future.
...seeing something which reminiscing me to something.
.........................................................................................................

so people, don't get me wrong or call me crazy when you see me sitting in the corner and smiling by myself all alone..because..crazy people don't smile.they grin...=)

karma

2009-07-31T19:50:00.000-07:00

today,
i learnt something about life.
you know, in life we can never depend on others.
yeah.people said friends and family to be the shoulders that we can lean on.
but to a certain extent, they cant be one.
they have other things to do, other people to focus on,they have just so many reasons and make us feel like being abandoned.being thrown away in a place, somewhere we can never imagine.
that's life people.life can be cruel sometimes and we can just accept that.
there's nothing we can do about that.
but sometimes, that's just what we called karma.
what goes around comes around.
something we did to others, and now it's happening to us...the circle of life.we can never understand why and how.

kisah stafford dan wireless nye.

2009-07-25T17:22:00.000-07:00

smlm, i excited sorang2 atas katil bile lappy kesayangan berjaya men-connect ke 'staffordnet' dengan jayenye...akhirnye stafford house dah ada wireless...actually baru 2 weeks ade wireless kat cni.sadis.selama ni i gune kabel je...seret wayar kabel yg membebankan tu ke sane ke mari...internet pon boleh pakai dalam bilik je lah, dah pakai kabel.

sekarang, kau nak meniarap,menelentang,mengiring kat depan pintu, kat koridor, kat dapur even dalam toilet pon boleh you!i gembira!=))

yg lagi i excited, wireless nye sgt laju!buffer youtube x perlu ditunggu..bile click terus page terbukak..i lap u lah stafford..

OaKs!

2009-07-23T14:37:00.000-07:00

it's always a good thing to make someone's day..
and someone did it to me just now and i just can't stop smiling right now..
the person said,
"even though it's a cloudy day, your face is so bright and sunny..."

thank you for making my day...=))
thank you for making me smile after i spent one night doing the confusing narrative task and slept at 3..

smile-smile-smile-big smile..

there's been a death in the opposite house

2009-07-21T02:29:00.000-07:00

time is hard.time is short.too many things to do.yet, so little time that i have.

ini baru pelajar universiti..every week will be a disaster for me.i can say, hell.tak mahu tengok planner.nanti jadi mengong.
every week ada task pening kene submit...wtwccmdeytdvfqvwf!
tak apa..ini baru pelajar universiti..=)

dengan beban-beban yang berat kat dalam kepala ni,siang tadi i tunggu bus...two blocks from my stafford house,there's a church..normally,nobody goes there..not even once, i see someone walks into or walks out from the little church..never.
but today, for the very first time, i saw people coming out from the church.
not just a person.there were too many of them..
and i saw coffin.a coffin.yes, a keranda..i jalan dan jalan towards the bus stop...while my eyes, cant stopped looking at the crowd..everyone's wearing black...and there i saw a middle aged woman crying, sobbing and there's a guy, hugging her tightly to his chest...

i can see she's crying over her lost..
her beloved..
maybe her husband's in the coffin that i just saw..
or maybe her daughter..or her son..or her mom..or her dad..

and i sat there...looking at them..
feeling numb...
and before i realise...
i was crying...

i decided..

2009-07-15T01:03:00.000-07:00

1. pagi tadi bangun awal.buat bekal.decided nak berjimat cermat and try to minimize penggunaan duet.jadi, tersedia lah satu tupperware berisi roti ngan cheese and sebotol air. nak bawak bekal gempak2 belom ready lagi.

2. hari ni jugak, i decided untuk change something. i will not give a damn to moody people anymore. cam haram nak bad mood- bad mood depan aku. tidak akan ku kisah lagi selepas ini.buat apa kamu mahu.

3. habis lecture, rakan bertanya, mahu tonton harry potter??oh tidak!!pastilah jawapannye yes!baru merancang berjimat cermat,tapi at last..i decided not to..for today.tapi bekal masih makan.

life

2009-07-12T19:10:00.000-07:00

people says,life is just not about you...life's about others,about everyone around you..

but what if you naturally cant think of anyone other than yourself?
what will happen if you keep thinking about other people's thought?
what they might say about you?
will it brings you down?
will it makes you feel lonely in a crowd?
desperately avoiding yourself from everyone?

you see people laughing.happily talking.making conversation.poking and hugging each others.
dont you want to be among them?be with them?

just some questions that you might have to ponder.life's like candies.enjoy them while they're still sweet.

ahli keluarga baru

2009-06-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

berasa kecewa kerana tidak dapat pulang.tapi tak apelah.kerja, kumpol duet banyak2..=p
di kesempatan ini, i nak kate "WELCOME!!!!" to my due ahli keluarga baru...

kenalkan..ini nubie..sebut macam ni,'new-bee'..dibeli sewaktu homestay di marae tempoh hari apabila keluar tanpa kebenaran ke new world untuk carik fish n chip kerana kelaparan di mlm hari...dibeli kerana tak ada bnda nak peluk tido malam itu..nampak trus beli.love at the first sight la ni..

ini gitar..tak diberi nama lagi..i'm not that kind of person yang suka nak bagi nama to my stuff..coz kalau dia hilang ke, tersorok ke, die tak akan boley jawab i panggil..i dalam proses nak blaja gitar..insyaAllah...

to gitar and nubie...welcome!!

semalam

2009-06-24T18:51:00.000-07:00

okay.where to start..let's just start with yesterday..yesterday was a hectic day..
i am a kaki wayang..tengok 3 muvee skali pon saya sanggup..sejak dari malaysia,sehingga kini,i'll always be a kaki wayang...tapi wayang kat kat sini mahal..$13.50 harga normal..so, semalam,i berazam nak save duet,i tgk 2 muvee je in a row..=)

bangun pagi,gosok gigi,cuci muke dan mandi...
janji ngan irr nak jupe kul 10.tapi 1030 baru keluar rumah..eleh.irr pon same..=p

jadi kami menonton the proposal jam 11am..since, my last 2 entries were some kind of movie review, so i takkan buat anda semua muntah baca muvee review i yang ke-3..tapi nak promote je.the proposal bestt...=)

setelah irr and i menangis2 dalam wayang,kami pergi makan.ok.duet lagi..takpe,satu hari ni je..

jam 2, seperti yang telah dijanjikan bersama jo,kam, dan rakan2 yang lain,kami bergegas ke cinema skali lagi,menonton transformer!!TRANSFORMER 2 ok!!!a must watch muvee seluruh abad.rugi tak tengok.cerita ini tak boleh dibeli dvd nye atau dilanunkan di mana2 ok.kalau nak boleh aje.tapi harus ditonton di wayang..lebih puas..ok.tak mau movie review.tengok sendiri.

yesterday jugak, after tengok due movie yang best, i pergi pak n sav..pak n sav adalah seperti tesco di malaysia.tapi tesco lagi best.untuk pertama kali nya, saya beli belacan di asian market...(ibu,ubt resdung dah hbs)..

beli lagi barang...duet.duet.duet...kemudian pulang...sampai2 di rumah, housemate tersayang mengajak dance2 hannah montana the movie...i kate OK!kegemaran..tapi penat dan semua org baru sudah makan.jadi tunggu makanan hadam..i took the chance untuk tido sebentar.nap ye.berharap sejam kemudian akan bangun..

beberape ketike kemudian i bangun.dengan mata separuh bukak tgk jam..1145!!lalu msg kedue2 housemate ajak dance2..mereke sudah mahu tido.jadi akan menari esok.

memandangkan i dah tido hampir 5 jam, terus tak boleh tido..duduk ats katil, recall ape yang telah jadi yesterday...baru i tersedar, i berbelanja dengan rakus..so, i bukak laptop, lalu mencari kekosongan kerja..the end.

sape suruh tengok

2009-06-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

kalau anda nak tahu, i am not a big fan of korean or chinese movie or drama series.japanese boleh lah layan sikit2...but tonight, after di suggest oleh Fiti untuk menonton a moment to remember, iaitu sebuah korean movie, akhirnya saye akur dan tunduk..lagipon dah lama bersemadi dlm hard disk movie ni...

bak kata fiti, "u imagine je perempuan tu u"...zzzz...memang i imagine betul2...

seronok cerite die...perempuan nye comel.lakinye macho.loving pulak tu.dah kahwin,alahai sweetnye.patut ramai suke tengok cerita korea.sangat membuai jiwa,ok.

perempuan dalam cerita tu kan i, so i sangat sedih berjurai2 air mata keluar.

nilah hasilnya.ni baru 3helai tisu.belum kira pack tisu yang sebelumnya.dah selamat masuk tong sampah.sangat sedih.ye.tak tipu.
cuba imagine korang punya memory seumur hidup terpadam.ni semua sebab alzheimer (how to spell it).alzhemeir jahat...your memories with loved ones..dah lah baru kahwin...dapat husband yang gagah,lagi macho,loving dan sangat protective.wah.dah nak kene delete..i imagine ni,i perempuan tu.dah lah comel, baru 27 tahun,pandai jahit baju (semua ciri yg xde kat i...zzz)..tapi kesimpulannya,i memang tak boleh terima lah cerita ni...memang lah it's realistic and it can really happen in real life.tapi....sangat unfair okay.memang orang cakap,life's unfair...sooo true...tapi seriously,cerita ini sangat sedih.lagi sedih dari 1 litre of tears.but maybe time tu i x imagine aya itu adalah i.so,x ada feel.maybe.
fiti,i will never forgive you for suggesting me this movie.hee...tu pasal i suka lovey dovey movie campur sikit fairy tale...=)

uP

2009-06-19T00:42:00.000-07:00

okay.just finished watching"UP".a new walt disney 3d movie.it's nice,super nice movie.sile tonton.

it was about this old man who lives with the memory of his late wife.she was his childhood friend and they have the same interest and they both dream to built a house on the rock mountain of paradise.this story is about the journey of this old man in making his late wife's dream comes true.

best and cute.the best thing is die ikat belon helium banyak2 kat atap rumah dan rumah itu terbang.comel.i cried.i laughed.terkejut.semua ada.highly recommended.=)

i need that.

2009-06-14T06:27:00.000-07:00

i recently found out that i cant focus to a specific thing that im doing..like right now, im actually supposed to finish my assignment that needs to be submitted tomorrow!yes people.tomorrow!!and what the heck am i doing now?njcqkjdqhfbfjhb!

i cant focus!
and when im doing things i always ended up doing something else because im always off task..
hate it,but still, cant help it..

exam is coming very soon.real soon.and i need that focus.that attention.i think, i might have to wear that....u know,the thing that look like a big cone and wear it around your neck...u get what i mean?uff!!i dont care if u dont get it.

but i think i might need that big cone thing to stop me from looking at anything else other than my ALIN books and notes!seriously.

alamak

2009-06-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

alamak.tak suka hannah montana.
tapi tetiba terasa nak tengok hannah montana the muvee kerana mendapat tahu hero nye adalah jejaka comel dari video you belong with me by taylor swift..
=p

rumah terbakar

2009-06-11T18:26:00.000-07:00

okay.exam will be coming very soon.
how soon?this thursday u'ollzz...nervous2..
but still, masih ada masa nak berfoye2 lagi i ni ek..
nervous with exam..
but:

-still tergedik2 nak sign up bukak flickr account.tapi xde pix lagi.tgu after exam i snap pix cun2 ltak kat flickr baru i.tungguuuu...=)
sumer org dah ada flickr.kau baru nak bukak fatin?

-download youtube video dengan sangat giat sekali..currently mengagumi albert posis..suara sedap tahu...kalau rajin nak dengar pergilah browse..xpon bukak video previous entry..yang si baju hitam itu albert posis..

-main bola lantun-lantun dalam bilik.bola ni dapat pergi cinema hari tu.main tikam-tikam dapat bola getah.tapi ada katak dalam nye.

tengok.there's froggie.told ya.beralaskan buku alin.study tahu.nak exam ni.

ok..terbehenti sekejap tadi.kaki ketar ni.tahu knape?

15 minit yang lalu,i sedap tulis blog.entry ini la.apa lagi.kemudia terbau asap. i pon keluar bilik tanpa rasa ape2.sekali tengok,umah i berasap-asap!!

rupe-rupenye setengah jam yang lalu i panaskan minyak nak goreng samosa..i terlupe....lupe ok!lupe!

dengan paniknya, i cepat2 ambik door mat depan toilet, tutup fire siren tu.yela!kalau die bunyi, bomba datang.kalau bomba datang, i kena bayar $1200.$1200 okay!!bukan $12.00!nanti macam mana i nak makan best2..

habis berasap.terketar-ketar seluruh tubuh ini okay..nasib baik tak jadi pape.kalau rentung i, tak sempat kahwin..eh.x sempat examm..=)

asap xmahu hilang lagi..i pon renjis2 air keliling rumah.sambil mengucap dan baca ayat kursi.supaya bomba tak datang dan hilang nervous i ni.macam tok bomoh pagar rumah..ish3..

i bukak tingkap bilik..tapi tu la,tingkap ni x boleh bukak luas-luas.susah asap nak keluar.bila asap dah kurang sikit, i pon goreng samosa i..samosa yang telah mungkin menyebabkan kebakaran.

nilah dia samosa yang mungkin menyebabkan kebakaran
chiaw!

guys with hot voices!

2009-06-10T05:27:00.000-07:00

hey2 guys!i was browsing the youtube and i found this amazing video..laki2 bersuara hot...seriously rugi sape x dgr...jadi.sile dengar.

i know how to be mad too

2009-06-08T20:28:00.000-07:00

if u're mad.
say that u're mad.
tell it to my face.
i am just tired of this whole silent and faces that u've made.
i hate it.
i hate u for making me feel this way.
hey, my friend!
i've told you once.
i've told u twice.
either u get what i mean and do it or just buzz off.
i dont need to see that sour-monkey face of yours.
u're sick,psycho.

tadi..

2009-06-04T04:03:00.000-07:00

oh ya tuhan!esok test linguistics..sempat lagi i nak update blog ni...tak ape.mind recreation.lol.
seriously sudah tidak boleh masuk...sangat tensi bile membaca linguistics..boleh tak kalau i nak saman orang-orang yang buat research pasal linguistics ni??rajin sangat..macamane lah diorang boleh terfikir nak kaji kenapa budak kecik tak pandai cakap.kenapa orang belajar due bahasa.macamana manusia belajar bahasa secara semulajadi.tak boleh ke diorang terima bahawa itu adalah kuasa tuhan??!!emo.ye.esok ada test linguistics.

tadi,skype ngan keluarga.syaqir di rumah fifi..kesian.adik kat dalam wad neurology.jadi die tidak boleh berada di situ.sebab die akan buat orang2 dalam wad sakit saraf itu jadi sakit lagi saraf2 tunjang mereka..kesian.satu hari jadi budak baik ye syaqir..pandai bawak diri..
diorang sambut birthday aweyh..HAPPY BIRTHDAY AWEH...!!!!dah matang dah..putihkan cket kulit.mesti hensem bertambah-tambah..=)

baiklah.maw sambung study.good luck fatin!

shortest.clueless.

2009-06-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

you're so cute.
you're so fine.
yet...
you're not mine.

merah.

2009-06-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

hari yg bosan.
class satu jam.
balik tak buat ape-ape.
jadi menuju ke willis cari barang.
tiba-tiba rasa nak buat something.
jalan-jalan cari barang.
lalu tersenyum.
teringatkan sepupu.
terima kasih cuzz ajar aku buat.hee...
berjalan pulang dengan hati girang..

agar-agar puding je pon.
tapi sangat gembira!!
hee...nanti nak buat lagi..=)

**ni percubaan pertama.#sadis#.akan terus membuat!=)

aqeef..bukak mata..

2009-05-31T19:16:00.000-07:00

aqeef.
he's in the ICU...xsedar lagi...
and i called pakcu yesterday and reminded him to text me when aqeef bukak mata..
poor aqeef...

(taken from ibu's)

sad3...fara kate, 'tengok depan-depan lagi sedih..'..let's pray for aqeef...may Allah gives him the strength to recover....Amin...

pray for Aqeef..

2009-05-29T23:43:00.000-07:00

just received a sad news from Malaysia...
my baby cousin, Aqeef kene bedah...
omg!sad3~~he's only 2 months kot....kecik sangat2...
kak huda pon tak tgk Aqeef lagi...
right now, he's in the OT....
doc kate ada liquid in his head.i dont know...
poor Aqeef...kak wati and pakcu, be strong ya...
let's all pray for him...

we love you Aqeef!get well soon...=)

baca.buat.senyum.

2009-05-29T01:32:00.000-07:00

5 names that friends call
-fatin
-huda
-atin
-tin
-chiwek

5 most important dates in your life
-obviously, my birthday..july 6
-my sisters' birthdays: 2608 & 0602
-my mom's:0410
-his:1205
-070307...<3

5 things you have done yesterday
-buat writ assignment
-bwk laptop gi library tp xbwk adapter..ended buying a new one.
-duk library
-tgk movie korea ngs2
-gado2
basically,yesterday was borrriiiingggg...knape xtanye hari ni??

5 ways to be happy
-shopping!!=)
-tido..=p
-make others happy
-cleaning up my room and do the laundry.this is what i do when i'm mad and desperate to be happy.
-kalau dapat hadiah, happy lah!!

5 gifts you would like to receive
-a house.ok.tak logik.tapi nak.
-an Apple Mac..
-a big fluffy teddy..got one already!
-necklace.nak white gold.mine dah putus before fly...=(
-love..

5 favourite hobbies
-saye kaki wayang.kaki muvee..
-saye suke shopping.bile takde duet, window shopping..
-saye sedang mule belajar membaca dengan banyak..
-saye suke jalan-jalan..makan angin..
-saye suke tido..

5 places you want to go for vacation
- tempat yang cantik,banyak bunge2...
- tempat yang romantik..hee..=)
- tempat yang boleh shopping2..=p
- tempat yang boleh nampak laut...pulau lah maksudnye..
- tempat yang makanan sedap2...

5 favourite drinks
- iced lemon tea..
- hot choc..
- apple juice..
- teh susu wan buat..
- susu.mesti.baru tulang kuat dan sihat.

5 things you always found in your room
- handphone kesayangan..
-katil yang empuk lagi sedap..
-beg yang merata-rate..
-laptop, my love..mati tanpanye..
-almari penuh dengan baju..

5 favourite band
-blue.all time fav kot..lee hot..
-nickelback (suara macho)
-the script (layan..)
-veronicas (hot.talented.what more can i say)
-the wreckers (sangat paling tersuka!)

5 hangouts
- di rumah bersame family..(if that counts as hangout)
- di kedai makan sambil makan dan bercakap..
- di pusat boling menjerit dan melompat..
- di shopping centre berjalan, cuci mata dan membazir..
- di taman berasmaradana, berkelah dan bergembira..

5 favourite colours
-merah itu garang tapi manis.
-purple itu boring tapi lembut.
-hitam itu misteri tapi elegan.
-oren itu over tapi comel.
-coklat itu boring jugak tapi sweet.

5 person you love so much
-my parents
- my siblings + my family
-my bestfriends..
-my friends..
-him

5 reasons you answer this survey
-sebab irr tag.
-sebb penat x larat nak buat pape lain.
-sebb nak adakan jugak entry untuk hari ni.
-tak taw nak buat apa.
-ntah...

5 persons who you think will answer this survey
-fifi.since you have a long holiday and you're complaining you sleep too much..
-atirah..buat la.buat la.=)
-fitri..u better do this fiti..=p
-piqah..buat la.buat la.first tym ni tag piqah.=p
-nabyla.since u tagged me in that long one you had in fb..sekarang nah!=p

that something..

2009-05-28T03:45:00.000-07:00

"when you have found something that you value so much, and willing to give up everything else...that's the gift of life..."

have i found that thing?have you? it's always a fact, people don't realize how much they appreciate something until it's gone...but lucky is the word for those who found it, cherish it, and having the perfect chance to make the most of it...some people don't even know what they value most in their life...but that's no big deal...sooner..or later, it will comes...maybe today, tomorrow...no one ever knows...life's full of suprises..i love suprises..that's what makes life beautiful...

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart."

sometimes...

2009-05-26T04:42:00.000-07:00

sometimes..
we don't get what we want.no matter how much we want it...
sometimes..
we are scared to tell the truth.no matter how pain it is inside...
sometimes..
we get confused.don't know which one may gives us delight...
sometimes..
we can't see the truth.even if we're standing under the bright lights...
sometimes..
we feel ignored.feeling ourselves alone in a loud crowd...
sometimes..
we make wrong choices.but that's how we learn from life...
sometimes...
sometimes...
sometimes...

hujan.angin.baju kurung.

2009-05-23T03:50:00.000-07:00

ha hamik ko..satu malam sampai due entry...tengah tgu katil panas actually..sangat sejuk sekarang...lebih2 lagi hari ini...

sebenarnya, nak cerita...hari ini i jalan kaki ayam dalam hujan..dengan angin ribut yang sangat kuat dan pakai baju kurung ok!!semata-mata nak pakai baju kebangsaan pergi cultural integration kat rutherford house..kalau pm x syg i, i xtaw lah..dengan baju kurung, i pakai heels..but then, bila berjalan dalam angin, i x stabil coz tumit kecil..=p

rase nak terbang sekali..kang i gone with the wind kang camane...nangis patrick dempsey kang..x kire nak patrick dempsey gak..

so, bukak lah kasut..da lah sejuk.hujan.ribut.jalan raya cam ice..mat saleh pon pelik tgk i...dulu i pelik tgk dorang kaki ayam kat town..ni i plak.dalam hujan?berair hidung..sejuk..

ini pic sedikit gelap..tapi nampak x?sejuk...ape-apelah demi nak nampak cantik dan anggun demgan berbaju kurung..sebenarnya excited nak pakai baju kurung.coz dari bulan due xpernah sekali pon i pakai baju kurung since sampai sini ok...jadi,sangat excited ok!sanggup jalan kaki ayam nak pakai heels dengan baju kurung.

cultural integration seronok..orang2 arab menari2 sehinggan tidak beri kami chance untuk bukak lagu poco-poco dan tunjukkan kehebatan kami..sibauk menggoyangkan punggung mereka..tapi,sumpah.saya kagum melihat mereka bergelek.mahu try,tapi tidak reti.haha.saya hanya try dan excited kerana dapat buat part goyang kaki je..tapi dorang x bagi kami publish gambar dorang di internet..some of them are sensitive.i dont know why..tapi xpelah..

tak dapat gelek cam diorang, seronok bergambar aje..

i think she dont mind.she's super sporting and she's beautiful!

no caption..

dah lama tak duduk bersimpuh.sakit pinggang..

nak jugak bersama makanan..di mana ada makanan free di situ ada kami..pelajar malaysia seriously loves free stuff..=p

kemudian...saya pulang kembali dengan berjalan di dalam hujan dan ribut dengan tidak memakai kasut dan berlari-lari anak bak kata syaz,'tergedik-gedik fatin lari dari belakang,rasa nak sepak' haha....sejuk taw??!!balik-balik cramp kaki...padan...

tamat.

my name is...

2009-05-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

nama.ada apa dengan nama?
hari ni dua orang kawan saya datang ke rumah dan kami berbual tentang nama.banyak nama terbit dari mulut-mulut kami...

nama mak bapak dah elok-elok bagi sedap2, pegi tukar..letak nama bukan2...xpe.kadang2 bukan salah sendiri.salah kwn2 pndai2 reka nama.tapi xpe.itu seronok.
sebagai contohnye saye sendiri, naila, kawan baik saya sesuke suki menukar nama saya yang sedap2 ni jadi 'besi'.gara-gara wujudnya besi di gigiku waktu itu...ada juga cikgu ku memanggilku 'ikan' kerana nama ku fatin atau nama kampungnya patin..kwn baik ku lagi seorang, daa menggelarku 'chiwek' yang bermaksud comel.mungkin.(baru teringat,chiwek bermaksud kuat nangis.ni msti gare2 ulat ni)haha...serius.tidak tipu.aku juge gemar memberi gelaran kepada rakan-rakanku.contohnya, naila, ku gelar 'bugsy' kerana matanya yang seperty bugsy dalam cerita bedtime stories.hamik kau neleh.hee...

selain itu, nicknames juga muncul dalam bentuk acronyms..mengambil huruf pertama setiap perkataan dalam name dan dijadikan satu perkataan.seperti kawan sekolah saya dahulu,namanya aizat bin amir hasrat jadi a.b.a.h sehingga hari ini..kawan saya keluar cerita tentang a friend of a friend of mine yang singkatan namanya menjadi word DAMN..sangat sedih..jadi,mulai hari ini, pikir nama anak yang boleh jadi acronym yang secool mungkin.

ada jugak yang nicknames nye terbit dari name bapanya..tak baik main name bapak taw...seperti di skolah saya dahulu, ada senior baru masuk..semua orang heboh bercakap tentangnya...'weh,weh,die anak lot (lord:anak tuan tanah/org kaya) taw'...siket2,"tu lah anak lot (lord) tu"..jadinye, die menjadi bahan bualan yang mengexcitedkan anak2 gadis...maka, aku dan rakan pergi berjalan satu hari...ternampak di notice board senarai nama pelajar baru...owh!!!namenya ******** bin lot!!bapaknya yang bernama lot.maka,semua keciwa..rakan aku juga bercerita tentang kawan kepada kawannya yang nama bapaknya saat...nama anaknya sedap..tapi oleh kerana bapaknya bernama saat, anaknya dipanggil minit..ish3..kreatif bukan?

ok,jadinye jangan sesuka hati bg nicknames kat org.kalau nak bg pon, bg la yg best2 cket..yang buat kawan tu rase die cool ada name tu cam kwn i pgl i comel walaupon die xckp comel die ckp chiwek tapi still mksud die comel and whatever..

perempuan tak semayang jumaat

2009-05-21T23:04:00.000-07:00

hari ni friday...so i have nothing to do after class..eventhough i sangat tahu dan sangat pasti ada assignment yang akan due this very coming monday...but, whatever...hari masih panjang..dan wellington city seakan-akan menggamit-gamit i untuk berjalan-jalan atas perut die..so,irrina and i decided to go for a walk...

it's not just a walk ayte...it's a walk with a mission..and our mission was CARI KASUT!!yes,cari kasut..ini adalah rentetan kepada dialog ym semalam.yang berkisahkan tentang cultural integration yang akan diadakan sabtu ini.dengar cerita kena pakai baju kurung.bila pakai baju kurung, kena ada kasut yang cantik.lebih cantik lagi kalau heels.tapi kami tak ada kasut.kasut yang sesuai tidak ada.dari bulan dua sampai hari ni pakai sneakers.boots pon tak terasa nak beli lagi.jadi, conclusion nya,kami perlu heels untuk padankan dengan baju kurung kami.akhirnya, kami di atas jalan raya wellington city menuju kedai-kedai kasut yang ada..

dari hujung sana, sampai hujung sini kami jalan.satu pon tak jumpa...jadi saya setuju jika saya dengar orang kata malaysia syurga membeli belah.masuk semua kedai ada kasut cantik.sampai rambang mata.tak macam sini..

makan.sempat saya pergi beli buah-buahan lagi.saya dah jumpa tempat beli buah yang agak murah di sini!!sangat excited...akhirnya,menderita nak angkat balik...

final destination,'number 1 shoes'...semua orang welly tahu.kedai kasut termurah di cni...akhirnya, saya dapat pilih satu...saya dah tak larat nak pilih..pakai satu terus suka terus amik terus beli...tapi..irrina masih mencari...

ni kasut i yang baru...hehe..mungkin tak clear..gegar-gegar...snap dengan pantas takut kakak number i shoes nampak dan marah..

mungkin ini lebih clear...harga dirahsiakan..pedulikan sticker kuning yang bolat...sementara saya excited sorang-sorang dengan kasut baru,irr masih mencari kasutnya...

itu dia..masih memilih.....

dan letak semula......i masih lagi excited sorang-sorang...

akhirnya, irr x beli pape...tak ada yang berkenan...pulang dengan hampa...patutnya saya perlu bawak heels dari malaysia...lebih cantik..sekarang dah terbiar di rumah,berhabuk,bersawang, dan sebagainya...kepada adik-adikku, kalau mahu pakai,pakailah,tapi jangan kau pakai buat main cikgu-cikgu atau berangan di depan rumah...

tamat.

night

2009-05-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

it's been a long long time since i last wrote my entry in bahasa orang puteh...i guess it's just coz' i'm getting bored with the whole assignment things and i have to write thousands of words and i always feel like pulling my brain out reading all those litle typing in a dull-covered heavy big book..maybe that's the reason i wrote in bahasa ibunda..i think.

and...oh,i just came back from watching night at the museum 2!!it'a premier..yes,i'm back-dated..whattodo...even twilight has just becomes a hit this couples of months,probably 2-3 months ago...and there are some school girls walking around wearing shirts 'I LOVE EDWARD'...and i watched that like last year..friends and cousins,you really have to keep me updated here,please...........

OH!about the free ticket, it's actually a fund-raising program for the polio kids..and all the money from the tickets sold will be somekind of charity for those kids...and the always-excited Annete, bought 10 tickets and announced a competition..give two actors from the movie..there'll be a lucky draw...and guess what?my name was the first on the list!for the very first time in my life, i won a lucky draw...jump2!! i'm not that excited..but still, thanks!!

and...the movie was hilarious..love it..we had bubble tea after that...hell...a big mistake..a bubble tea...in this weather???5 degrees,raining,windy?

now, i need to warm myself up..damn, they shut off the heater.

the end.

kegiatan

2009-05-18T22:52:00.000-07:00

maafkan saya lama tidak update blog.oh!sudah ada sarang labah-labah!
bukan apa,lately, saya dihempap dengan ASSIGNMENT yang datang tanpa hati perut..ok.mungkin bukan salah ASSIGNMENT.mungkin salah saya.due date dekat-dekat.dekat-dekat due date baru gelabah..jap.saya tidak gelabah.saya cari bahan awal.cuma kudrat nak menaip words yang beribu belom sampai.ini kata-kata normal seorang pelajar universiti..sekarang, saya sepatutnya sangat busy..saya sedang giat melakukan perkara-perkara berikut..mengikut kronologi:

-saya sedang membaca bahan-bahan untuk WRIT101 ASSIGNMENT yang perlu di-peer-review kan hari khamis ini.yes,lusa.

-saya sedang cuba mula belajar buat ASSIGNMENT seawal mungkin.mungkin saya akan mula menaip ALIN ASSIGNMENT khamis ini selepas hantar writ.mungkin.

-saya sedang excited kerana baru menang lucky draw untuk nonton night at the museum2 esok!!!!!!!!!!!!excited x?sebab ni first time sejak saya lahir dapat lucky draw..kat funfair x kire..

-saya sedang giat mencari orang yang pandai potong rambut depan kerana sudah panjang..jadi,sesiapa yang pandai sila hubungi saya..

-saya juga sedang giat berfikir bila saya patut mula study untuk test bilingual (8/6) dan exam alin (18/6)..

owh ye.sudah 4 tahun tidak bermain tampar2 bola.terasa ingin bermain semula.masih berskillkah???

terima kasih ibu..

2009-05-09T17:27:00.000-07:00

masa saya kecik2,nangis nak susu,ibu datang buat susu.terima kasih ibu.

masa saya 2 tahun,ibu ajar saya membaca.saya gembira.dah boleh baca buku.terima kasih ibu.

masa saya 5 tahun,saya taknak pegi tadika.ibu marah.esoknya saya diberhentikan.terima kasih ibu.seronok duduk rumah.

saya masuk darjah satu, ibu hantarkan.duduk depan pintu.tapi saya tak nangis.terima kasih ibu.

saya dapat hadiah kat hari penyampaian hadiah,ibu datang.
terima kasih ibu.

saya darjah enam, nak ambik upsr,hari2 ada kelas petang.hari2 ibu hantar makanan.sedap.terima kasih ibu.

saya masuk asrama, ibu bising2 suruh kemas barang.belikan barang.terima kasih ibu.

saya tingkatan 3,dapat markah rendah dalam ujian.cikgu tegur,saya sedih.saya telefon ibu nangis2.ibu dengar.terima kasih ibu.

saya periksa,result tak seperapa nak hebat.ibu tak marah.saya mintak maaf.terima kasih ibu.

saya nak pergi oversea, ibu hantar.peluk2.nangis2.saya rindu ibu..

thanks for everything.i love you.we all love you.huda,fara & nana..love from us.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

mencengkam.

2009-05-07T10:58:00.000-07:00

hehe.sekarang pukul 6 pagi.pagi kan?hasrat bangun pagi nak baca sesuatu.pukul 430 pagi mata dah terjegil dengar asmaul husna dibuat alarm.=)snooze.tido balik.tidak berkesan.mungkin kena guna yassin pulak lepas ni.akhirnya pukul 6 berjaya memujuk diri meninggalkan katil.laptop dinyalakan dan entry ini ditulis.ini introduction.karangan kena ada intro.kan cikgu dah ajar..

begini lah hidup seorang pelajar universiti..sepatutnyalah.saya baru mulaa buat hari ni.walaupon dah agak lama berkecimpung dengan universiti.only if ipba can be considered as university.i think so.mungkin kerana didesak oleh tugasan-tugasan yang berhimpun.tekanan semakin dirasai.saya nak tengok true blood episod seterusnya pon tak sempat-sempat lagi.sadis.

orang kata pelajar universiti kena all-out masa belajar.tak.saya all-in.ok fatin.tak lawak.sekarang hujan di luar.autumn.hujan selang sehari.kadang-kadang dua hari tak berhenti.tapi tak banjir.pelik.mungkin sebab tu air punya bil kat wellington murah.dia pakai air hujan.mungkin.bila hujan,ditambah cuaca sejuk pelajar-pelajar universiti yang kurang cekal akan terus dibuai mimpi walaupun kelas lagi 5 minit nak start.ada.tapi nasib baik ada bas..

sepatutnya saya sedang membaca sekarang.buku dah dibuka.input,interaction and output in second language acquisition.baru baca tajuk.sejuk.baru saya tahu,rupa-rupanya centralised heater kat stafford ni ditutup bila menjelang pagi.hampes mak enon baldi hell betul.patutlah selama ini saya susah bangun pagi.sejuk.tido digalakkan.nasib baik ada budak-budak kecik nyanyi asmaul husna kejut saya pagi-pagi.untuk tido yang lebih lena,semalam,saya alihkan katil saya pegi sebelah heater.memang lena.suam-suam kuku.=)

tiba-tiba teringat exam.exam saya 18hb jun.sila ucap good luck.the first.the last.the only paper actually.lepas tu cuti!!tidak decide lagi kemana-mana.mungkin mahu bekerja.carik duit untuk menampung hidup yang ada nafsu melampau kat sini.mungkin boleh jalan-jalan time winter nanti.main snow..wee!excited.tak pon pegi tengok penguin melintas jalan raya kat dunedin.comel kan.angguk.masih merancang.

ok.saya mahu buat apa yang sepatutnya saya buat walaupun saya tahu saya malas dan tidak cekal untuk bangun pagi.ok fatin.dah.buat kerja kau.chiao~

ok.tajuk tak relevan.

nafsu melampau

2009-05-04T23:03:00.000-07:00

nafsu.
apa itu nafsu?
ada apa dengan nafsu?
bolehkah nafsu mengubah seseorang?

ada macam2 jenis nafsu..hari ni nak cerita pasal nafsu melampau.nafsu boleh berubah-ubah jugak.macam musim..

hari tu,masa baru-baru sampai wellington ni, nafsu untuk shoping sangat membuak-buak.semua orang sibuk cari kedai kegemaran.cari baju cantik.saya pon tidak kurang hebatnya.nasib baik murah-murah.ok lah.tapi,lama-lama saya jadi bosan.bukan bosan sebab dah banyak baju,tapi everytime beli baju, bila excited2 dah pakai for the first time, ada je nampak orang lain berbaju sama.W.T.H??berbaju baru dengan hati girang tapi nampak segerombolan lagi berbaju sama..ini dah boria.saya tak suka.jadi nafsu shoping saya dah buang jauh-jauh..

sekarang,nafsu melampau saya sudah tukar.bukan shoping seperti dulu dan bukan tengok wayang.itu nafsu melampau di malaysia..nafsu melampau saya adalah nafsu yang bakal mengubah ciri-ciri fizikal saya serta sesiapa saja yang senafsu dengan saya..bakal mengubah persepsi seseorang terhadap seseorang.bakal mengubah isi almari seseorang..iaitu makan..betul.makan.dulu,saya bukan seorang pemakan sangat.sepinggan nasi cukup.kadang-kadang lebih dari cukup..sekarang,apa sahaja saya nampak,saya makan..mungkin kerana cuaca sejuk,perhaps. atau mungkin kerana stress assignment tak siap2..improvement.ye..masa belajar, saya makan.masa ngadap laptop surf internet,makan.masa tengok muvee di laptop, makan.masa berborak,makan.sebelum tido,makan.terjaga tengah2 malam,makan lagi...yaa ampunnn..sekarang,am writing this entry,makan...maafkan daku sekiranya daku gedempol bila balik malaysia...

rambut kembang.berjambang.tulang besi.

2009-05-01T04:07:00.000-07:00

saya ke panggung.tonton wolverine.kacak ok.suke.

kalau selsema jumpa doktor

2009-04-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

sekarang sudah heboh dengan selsema babi atau nama sopannya swine flu...kami di wellington masih selamat,alhamdulillah..=)

mungkin dah tiba masanya babi seluruh dunia dipupuskan..semua orang tahu babi sejenis haiwan tidak bersih...dalam badannya ada kuman yang tak boleh mati..tapi saya tak tahu nama kuman itu..saya bukan saintis nak kaji.tapi saya tahulah kuman itu wujud..jadi kesimpulannya,babi tidak bersih..

mungkin babi yang berwarna pink itu nampak comel..teringat cerita babe..ingat cerita babe?cerita babi yang comel tinggal di barnyard bersama sekeluarga anjing..selebihnya saya tak ingat..pandai mat saleh ni bagi name kat babe ni..macam tahu2 aje kita panggil pig itu babi..babi.babe.babi.babe.kan dekat2 tu..

tapi..
kita tak boleh nak salahkan babi jugak...dia tak minta dilahirkan pon jadi babi..dah tuhan nak dia jadi babi.kunfayakun..jadilah dia..tapi saya tak sokong babi..saya tak suka selsema babi..

tamat.

saya nak hujan emas di malaysia

2009-04-27T22:55:00.000-07:00

saya tak tahu nak cerita ape...tiada yang menarik....kelas dah bermula...rutin hidup kembali normal...sekarang sibuk saya nak carik baju untuk winter yang berpenebat haba...saya tak tahan sejuk..kena cari yang tebal2...tadi dah jumpa..kat kathmandu...cantik...tapi k.i.v dululah...

dari semalam saya terfikir satu perkara ni...bila kita duduk kat negara orang...orang tak berapa nak faham bahasa kita...memang tak faham pon...tapi kita boleh faham bahasa diorang...
saya tersenyum sendirian...=)

1. Bila kita bersukan dengan mereka,main bola mesti ada body contact yang melampau.contohnya memijak kaki kita dengan ganas. ini tidak boleh jadi..dah lah mereka besar..nak marah.tapi mesti kita takut kan?tak apa..marah je..cakaplah,"sakitlah bongok!!!meh sini kaki kau aku pijak." pandang mereka sambil senyum semanis gula dan kemudian cakaplah,"it's alright.nevermind."kan boleh tu marah..

2.bila kita faham bahasa diorang,diorang x boleh nak ngumpat2 depan kita..kalau diorang buat jugak,counter je..kata pandai bahsa inggeris.tapi diorang kan tak faham bahsa kita..kita boleh cakap apa saja yang terbuku kat hati kau..gembira tak?bukan senang nak dapat peluang macam ni..bukan lah saya kata,sila mengumpat mereka.tidak..cuma.....saya rasa anda lebih mudah meluahkan apa yang terbuku di hati..tak perlu selindung2..tapi luahkan lah dalam bahasa anda sendiri yang tidak dapat mereka fahami..ok.merapu sudah.habis.

tamat.

Happy Birthday fifi!!!

2009-04-25T17:32:00.000-07:00

21 years ago..a girl was born..this is what she looks like now..she's a fun 21 years old girl..and she's my cousin..Happy birthday dear!!!aku letak pix ko yang comel ni..suka tak.suka tak?hee~~wish you all the best thing dan perkara-perkara yang sewaktu dengannya...i love you lah~bile nak datang buat bungee jumping...=)
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY GIRL!!

ni satu lagi pix comel.suka tak.suka tak.
=)

p/s- aku dah plan lame nak uat...tibe2 ibu aku lagi awal plak buat..aiseh...hehe...special for you neyh...=)

hidop itu matematik

2009-04-23T19:30:00.000-07:00

sejuk + confuse = malas

sejuk + malas =ngantuk

ngantuk + lapar + sejuk = tak nak buat assimentttt!!

abg subway baik...

2009-04-23T02:04:00.000-07:00

biasa lah bila sejuk perut memg cepat lapar..baru kjap tadi makan spagety che nad buat..tapi terasa nak turun star mart pulak beli topup..siap-siap dan turun..starmart kat bawah aje.x perlu pakai bedak tepek 2-3 inci,eyeliner dan mascara serta lip gloss yang baru dibeli semalam..sejuk malam ni..terkedek2 berjalan ke starmart dengan lajunya..

masuk starmart buat satu pusingan dulu dalam starmart.rutin.kot2 lah ada bnda boleh beli buat makan.takde.

subway bukak lagi!

abg subway senyum.vikram namanya.sempat lagi tu aku baca name tag die...nak roasted garlic-6 inch.nak seafood..saya senyum.dia senyum..sedap tgk seafood punye inti yang banyak crab tu..nyum2...banyaknye die letak..bagus2...

sambil2 die letak saya baca menu.isi masa lapang.kalu sekali ngan drinks,$6.00..owh..murah gak...2 subway,2 drinks pon murah,tapi x ingat bape..

fresh or toasted?semestinye toasted..seperti biasa,no salad, i want only tomatoes,olives and pickles..wah2...and honey mustard plz...sedap2...

harga:$4.90

saya hulurkan $10...die pulang baki $5.10..jadi betullah harga $4.90..tapi knape die bg saya cup?tadi saya dah cakap xmaw drinks..saya buke mulut nak cakap..saya baru cakap,"but..,"sambil agkat cup..die senyum je.saya pon,ok.thanx.senyum.pilih air.tropicana orange.sedapp...dan pulang...

pasni boleh lah pegi tym abg subway yang itu jaga lagi.isi subway pon banyak.dapat free drinks lagi!baiklah kamu...terima kasih..=)

sharing is caring

2009-04-22T04:16:00.000-07:00

someone sent me this..and i want to share.remember,sharing is caring!!

THE TOP 5 CANCER-CAUSING FOODS

1. Hot dogs

Because they are high in nitrates, the Cancer Prevention Coalition advises that children eat no more than
12 hot dogs a month. If you can't live without hot dogs, buy those made without sodium nitrate.

2. Processed meats and bacon

Also high in the same sodium nitrates found in hot dogs, bacon, and other processed meats raise the risk
of heart disease. The saturated fat in bacon also contributes to cancer...

3. Doughnuts

Doughnuts are cancer-causing double trouble. First, they are made with white flour, sugar, and hydrogenated
oils, then fried at high temperatures. Doughnuts, may be the worst food you can possibly eat to raise your
risk of cancer...

4. French fries

Like doughnuts, French fries are made with hydrogenated oils and then fried at high temperatures. They
also contain cancer- causing acrylamides which occur during the frying process. They should be called
cancer fries, not French fries..

5. Chips, crackers, and cookies

All are usually made with white flour and sugar. Even the ones whose labels claim to be free of trans-fatty acids
generally contain small amounts of trans-fatty acids...

BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS

1. No Breakfast

People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level.This leads to an
insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2. Overeating

It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking

It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption

Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and
may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution

The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of
oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.

6. Sleep Deprivation

Sleep allows our brain to rest. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells.

7. Head covered while sleeping

Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease
concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

8. Working your brain during illness

Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well
as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts

Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

10. Talking Rarely

Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain

THE MAIN CAUSES OF LIVER DAMAGE :

1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are main cause..

2. Not urinating in the morning..

3. Too much eating..

4. Skipping breakfast..

5. Consuming too much medication..

6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring, and artificial sweetener..

7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil. As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying,
which includes even the best oils like olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired,
except if the body is very fit..

8. Consuming raw (overly done) foods also add to the burden of liver.. Veggies should be eaten raw
or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store..

LAST WORDS...
We should prevent this without necessarily spending more. We just have to adopt a
good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time condition
are very important for our bodies to absorb and get rid of unnecessary chemicals according
to 'schedule.'

DO TAKE CARE ABOUT YOUR HEALTH....daa~~ :D

petai cicah sambal belacan

2009-04-22T01:39:00.000-07:00

xtaw apa motif...ini makanan kegemaran dato' siti kite...=)

don't you? i do...

2009-04-19T07:31:00.000-07:00

have you ever feeling annoyed with someone?
and you tried so hard not to getting involved with his or her psychotic life?
do you feel sick when he or she demanded for your opinion and in the end refused to take your word into consideration?
have you ever met someone who loves to tell her life secret to anyone?
telling her problems and affairs to anyone and anywhere and anytime?
do you hate it when this kind of people take your precious time?
do you love it when you have to fake your smile and laugh when you yourself have to listen to all her craps problem that you just know it all are lies?
do you hate people who dont really know how to say 'please'?

dont you just hate this kind of people....sigh...

what did i do today??

2009-04-18T03:20:00.000-07:00

after realizing that my day had not been so good,i decided to make a list of things that i've done today..just so i know whether there is any good thing come out of it or maybe not..=)

i top up my internet..
it may be a good thing because i just thought i may be need my internet by the weekend to start off my assignment..and i want to skype with my family..=)
CONCLUSION: a good start

i skyped with my family..
missin' them a lot!!really need to skype..
CONCLUSION: i miss my family..so,why not?

i cleaned my room..
after coming back from rotorua past few days, finally got the parcel from Malaysia,and a lot of laundry thingy to be done..i really need to clean the mess up..there's no doubt that this activity brings good to me..LOL.
CONCLUSION: everyone needs a clean environment

i watched Slumdog Millionaire..
finally!finally!the best movie for the time being..the slumdog really puzzled and amazed me..you go boy!
CONCLUSION: i should've watch it later..coz now i will never read the book because i already know the story..sigh~~no good

discussion with my housemates regarding our linguistic assignment..
everyone knows this is good..=)
CONCLUSION: the best thing to do today

i wrote this entry..
i dont know why i did this but i'm happy doing it..=D
CONCLUSION: as long as i will be happy =)

rotorua :: swoop

2009-04-15T17:17:00.000-07:00

benda ni paling menakutkan kat agrodome...bagi saya lah...SWOOP!!!

you probably cant see me...
but you can hear my voice...
listen..hee...
and oops!i'm in the middle..

rotorua 1

2009-04-15T17:13:00.000-07:00

saya nak cte..
tapi panjang sangat...
pape tgk photo dulu...
click here..rotorua

bila tiba hari raya....

2009-04-08T23:11:00.000-07:00

easter holiday!!!!!yeay!!!!
seperti saya menyambut easter....

pukul 4 tadi tamat lah kelas saya untuk minggu ini dan 2 minggu akan datang...
gi rotorua~yeay!gi rotorua~yeay!
boleylah lupekan semua masalah yang ada sekejap 2 minggu ni dengan bersuka ria...
tapi ingat....bukak2 je klas nanti ade 2 assignments nak kena submit....wuish~
gi rotorua~yeay!gi rotorua~yeay!!!!

tadi gi beli barang2....easter kan nak dekat..maka ramailah orang di new world(setaraf tecso,giant dan carrefour)....
kanak2 berlari2 rebut marsmallow chocolate...mak bapak sibok shoping benda nak masak....
teringat hari raya~~~

makin sejuk pulak weather sekarang ni....
bila kuar umah je idung berair....sampai kepala lak tu....
baju dah 3-4 lapis dah untuk orang yang kurang tahan sejuk seprti saya ini....
freezzziiiinnngggg............

cuti dah bermula...saya mahu bersuka-ria.....=p

daylight saving

2009-04-04T16:53:00.000-07:00

saya sangat gembira kerana masa saya bertambah satu jam...thanx to daylight saving...saya ada satu jam extra nak buat assignment..sekarang wellington ngan malaysia cepat 4 jam je ea..bukan 5 jam dah...fatin.jangan bazirkan satu jam itu.cepat buat assignment..

rindu-rindu

2009-04-04T15:58:00.001-07:00

rindu familiku...

rindu ibuku..

rindu adikku..nana missing in action..

rindu cousinku...

rindu budak yang salu kejut bangun pagi..syaqir.

rindu kawan2ku..

rindu atuk dan nenekku yang suke bebel..

rindu teddy2 kepamku..

rindunye nak balik umah...

rindu budak ni..

jangan berjudi.

2009-04-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

superbuzz the calling card yang tak superb pon...hari ni saya terasa nak call orang di kala ketensionan buat assignment yang tak siap2...saya pon turun dari tingkat 9 ke groundfloor dan setelah penat lelah mengharungi angin wellington sampai ke starmart..."nak isian semula superbuzz 20 dollar" (dalam bahasa inggeris)..i'm sorry girl..the machine cant be used at the moment..come back later?later??????????wt*....penat saya jalan...
takpe...kat hujung jalan lagi satu ada dominion post...angin semakin kuat...CLOSED.closed??????????sumpah seranah...

xpe...kat bawah lambton square ade lotto...yee lotto itu judi...tapi saya bukan nak bli judi...
saya nak beli superbuzz....zzz....

'nak isian semula superbuzz 20 dollar'
saya dengan gembira berjalan pulang...mula menggores..bukan lotto...superbuzz...
dial dan dial...
'you have zero minutes'...wtf????????????!!!!
saya baru saja topup 20 dollar....saya pandang depan saya dah ada depan stafford house..nak xnak pusing balik gi kdai lotto......mesti x berkat ni beli topup kat kedai judi.....nak uat cane...kedai x de...

sambil sumpah seranah lagi pusing balik gi kedai judi...saya ingat die tipu...die suh saya kol service kol...apekah?saya pon kol...'pls kol back after 2 hours'-sumpah-sumpah dan seranah-seranah~~~~

saya pon berjalan dalam angin dan mahu menjerit...masuk rumah dan baling card bawah katil...2 jam kemudian saya ambil balik...

inilah die card superbuzz yang disumpah2...berlatr belakangkan blog di laptopku (promosi)...saya dah cube kol,masih tak boley...sumpah-seranah-sumpah-seranah...

ya ampun...fatin.kau patut buat assignment sekarang ni...

you are my destiny

2009-04-03T03:08:00.000-07:00

The Pussycat Dolls "Jai Ho !(You Are My Destiny)" @ Yahoo! Video

omg...i really want to watch this movie...slumdog millionaire....i should have bought this novel...but i ended up buying "the boy in the striped pyjamas"..gosh!
nvmind....later...

10 things i hate about you?

2009-04-01T01:09:00.000-07:00

i had my ling test today...and i had a busy night last night..so today i rewarded myself with a relax evening along with a movie...thanx to kirol for the movies collection..

i just finished watching 10 things i hate about you...i dont remember when is the last time i watched it..pretty much when i was a little girl...who still has no romantic genes created yet...who cant cry when watching the broken-hearted heroine cries telling the man she loves him...

but now i do...i understand better...i can cry...i cried watching this movie in fact...
now that i realise it is a very super nice movie....

a literature teacher who raps..
cool music bands...
two loving sister....
super hot heath ledger....
dumb underwear model...
shakespeare fanatic lovers...
rich geek...
i just love it!

but do you know what i like most in the movie?
i like this!

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick;
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all...

sweeeeeettt...isnt it?

tomorrow is wednesday

2009-03-31T02:39:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is a new day...
and tomorrow is wednesday...
lots of things to do...
linguistics test...i'm on it right now...
academic speaking speech....have my outline already....
alin lecture....haven't read yet...**fuh**
alin tutorial...read some last week...duh.
and i have my alin assignment due on this coming monday...with word limit:2500...
just started mine 2 days ago...and have about 500++ now...met alastair (alin tutor) today...
and yes!i'm on the right track...will finish that by weekend...
but now....
just let me sleep..**tired**

saya mintak maaf bumi.

2009-03-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

haiiii.....rase funny plak tgk blog semua orang mesti ade tulis pasal earth hour...saya pon nak jugakk~~boley tak..............zzzzzzzz...

sebenarnya saya memang ingat ada earth hour aritu...tapi tak tau mcmane time earth hour tu tbe2 terlupe....saya mintak maaf bumi....

sabtu,28 march,830 malam,saya tengah makan kat kedai..kedai tu pon x tutup lampu!mcmane saya nak ingat...bukan salah saya kan?sekali lagi..saya mintak maaf bumi...

840 malam saya keluar dari kedai..adelah beberapa kedai tutup lampu...tapi saya tak terpikir pon lagi earth hour..biasalah wellington..pukul 6 lebih pon kedai semua dah tutp...saya mintak maaf bumi sebab tak perasan...

sampai rumah..lampu pon terbukak lagi...kat lobby tadi pon tak tutup lampu...saya bukak laptop...on facebook.."SUPPORT EARTH HOUR BY TURNING OFF YOUR LIGHTS!!"...owh!!saya mintak maaf bumiiiiiiii.....saya nak off lampu..tertengok jam...dah 930...xpelah.

who's in the first place invented test anyway??!!

2009-03-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

im having my linguistics test this wednesday..and it really has taken my nerves out..i dont wanna flunk on my first test...no way!!
therefore, i put all the assignment aside and here comes my ling notes..sigh**
i really have to start my assignment!!
but..maybe later....

hell 2

2009-03-27T19:09:00.000-07:00

memandangkan hell piza yang kami order seperti menarik..

kami bertindak sedikit jakun..

dan selepas perut kenyang baru kami tersedar,kami patut snap lebih byk pics...

tapi ini je yang dapat..lain dah masuk perut..

mungkin ini telah memberi idea kepada saya.mungkin saya boleh bukak satu restoren name HEAVEN....saya dah fikir satu kate2 untuk restoren saya nanti....

WHY DO YOU GO TO HELL WHEN YOU HAVE HEAVEN

hell!

2009-03-27T17:36:00.000-07:00

sabtu pagi yang cerah...semua ahli apartment 098 (rumah saya) sedang bertungkus lumus nak buat assignment alin..
semua orang berase lapar secare tibe2...rupe2nye dah pukul 1...owh,patutlah...
nak masak malas...memang sejak kebelakangan ni kami malas nak masak...makan je ape yang ade...semalam makan laksa..siti masak dari rumah dia bawak ke sini makan ramai-ramai...sedapp...

tibe2..

che nad: jom order pizza!
ain :jom2!fatin nak x?
fatin :ak makan apa saje...

cube mendial number...tapi..
semua xde kredit nak kol...
xpela...cari laptop..bukak internet...kate dunia teknology...
hmmm...we were told that we can order hell pizza here...
hell???
kami pon masuk website....
www.hell.co.nz......enter!!

sell your soul...or...go straight to hell.....

kami terasa welcomed sangat2....suara syaitan ketawa...apekah??

saya register untuk masuk hell...dapat!die kata "you are soul no 14158"..hebat!

kami pon pilih piza...
underworld piza...kami remove cheese (sedeynye piza xde cheese,cheese is my fav)...bertoppingkan tuna and shrimp,sedapnye....and.....place order!

berjaye!!

"Thanx for joining the legions of the damned and ordering pizza"

1234

2009-03-24T22:31:00.000-07:00

sweet song!

One Two Three Four
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless, long nights
That was what my youth was for

Oh teenage hopes are lying at your door
Left you with nothing
But they want some more

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

Sweetheart, bitter heart
Now I can't tell you apart
Cozy and cold
Put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes
Who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up
To one little lie

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, and ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, and ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

my photos...

2009-03-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

i've uploaded my photos here...

http://picasaweb.google.com/fatin.nurhuda

cheers!!

welcome to the world, Aqeef!

2009-03-18T03:02:00.000-07:00

i'm welcoming the youngest member of my family...aqeef waleed.....wuuu...nak balik rumah.....

Syaqir waleed is no longer the youngest in our family...but, no worry boy..i love you!

This is Aqeef Waleed, Syaqir's new brother.....

Syaqir and aqeef...cute...=)

p/s-missing everyone!

pekan kecil dengan penduduk yang sehati sejiwa.

2009-03-14T14:09:00.000-07:00

pagi ahad yang sejuk...chill2 autumn da mula dah menusuk ke tulang-tulang...selalu saya mengadu kepada semua orang tulang saya rasa sengal2...mereka kata saya x cukup penebat haba..mungkin logik..

saya bangun di pagi ahad dengan bilik yang sangat horror (gambar tidak disertakan kerana sangat horror..)..baju bergantungan.buku bersepahan.bantal berjatuhan.beg bersangkutan.meja tunggang-langgang.(hanya saya yang tahu)..

pening semalam tido pukul 4 pagi (minum mocca pon boleh x tido rupenye,ingatkan cappucino je..)..bertambah pening melihat alam sekitar..lalu saya bangun..turunkan semua baju yang ada.lipat selimut.angkat bantal.susun buku..kemudian saya duduk atas tikar comel yang saya beli dari kedai baru kegemaran saya di welly, 'Bed,Bath & Beyond'..mula melipat baju-baju yang banyak(dengan teliti)..perhatian:INI HANYA INTRO

cerita bermula.....

sebelum itu, saya ingin beritahu bahawa wellington ini tidak lah besar mana...tapi ada banyak lorong dan jalan2.penat maw ingat.tapi di setiap jalan banyak kedai baju.cuma kedai2 nya adalah kedai yang sama.contohnya,di Lambton Quay ada butik jayjays dan glassons (ini due paling common),di Willis street pon ada kdai yang sama.begitu juga di Cuba street..it's more like, wherever you go,i'll be there for you.ya,mungkin itu motto mereka..

to cut long story short, saya sedang melipat sehelai baju yang saya beli dari butik ***********...lalu saya teringat satu peristiwa...

fatin: hai ema!
ema : hai fatin!eeh,aku pon ada baju ni jugak!
fatin: yeke...hehe...
ema : cantik kan baju ni,aku punye kale hitam...aku suke pakai baju ni..terasa cantik kan pakai baju ni?
fatin: haha!betul2!aku pon suke...

peristiwa lagi satu...

fatin: aku da balik...ainnnnn..aku beli baju....comel x? (sambil menunjuk2 menggayakan)
ain : comel!eh!ni mcm baju ema je....
fatin: yeke?!
ain :ye..ak nampak dia pakai ari2...
fatin: alaaaaaa.....

dan banyak lagi peristiwa berbaju sama sebenarnya....tapi hari ini hanya focus kepada cerita saya berbaju sama dengan ema...ingat,ema..ema adalah roommate saya sejak saya masuk ipba sehingga lah saya keluar ipba..sekarang saya tiada roommate dan dia duk di tempat lain..peristiwa sama baju ini mungkin berlaku kerana wellington yang kecil dan kurang pilihan fesyen ataupon 'ex-roommate instict'..ape2 pon,ema,i miss you...=p

itu hidup..

2009-03-14T01:31:00.000-07:00

orang putih kata life's a candybar..tapi saya orang melayu..saya kata hidup umpama gula-gula..ada manis..ada masam..ada pedas..ada pahit (itu hacks)..

pagi tadi,saya ke aiesec meeting..buat pertama kalinya selepas register di booth,register online dan register di atas meja tepi pintu masuk meeting room student union..saya rasa saya sangat berani..rambut saya seorang je yang tak nampak dalam bilik tu..saya duduk sebelah seorang lelaki..nafasnya bebrbunyi kuat..saya ingat dia berdengkur..owh.tidak..mungkin lohong pernafasan nya agak besar..owh.dia orang malaysia rupanya.

kami dibahagi kepada beberapa kumpulan..saya berkumpulan dengan dua lelaki kulit putih yang ala-ala kurang hensem..dan dua perempuan bermata sepet,seorang dari vietnam dan seorang dari jepon..cantik.yang jepon macam pelakon jepon korea yang selalu maklong tonton di tv..yang vietnam macam anak patung yang mata boley terbukak dan tertutup tu..

tugasan diberi..kami berbincang..si gadis jepon banyak menutup mulut dari membazir air liur..si gadis vietnam bercakap tanpa henti.saya sangat bosan..lelaki kulit putih yang berbadan gempal sangat gatal dengan si gadis vietnam..idea-idea saya ditolak ke tepi..idea si gadis vietnam diterima tanpa berbincang dengan ahli lain..adakah saya perlu bermata sepet dan bermuka seperti anak patung untuk idea saya dipertimbangkan?adakah saya perlu secomel gadis vietnam untuk didengari?damn u orang putih!si lelaki berkulit putih berkulit putih yang gunjai cuba menyangkal dan memberi idea..tidak diendah juga..lalu kami semua mengangguk2 seperti burung merpati..damn you dylan!

lalu saya terasa sakit hati..saya tidak join sesi pembentangan kerana saya mengangkat kaki pergi ke tempat berkumpul pelajar-pelajar malaysia..lebih seronok saya fikir..(bolehlahh...)at least,i have some fun there..dapat hadiah jugak (chocolate lagi)..

saya kembali semula ke aiesec meeting tadi untuk sesi interview..kini saya sedang berfikir untuk pergi atau tidak ke luar negara untuk internship for self development selama 2 bulan pada next summer nanti..mmm...seperti berminat,but am thinking about going back to malaysia..

apa-apa pon, saya sangat sakit hati dengan lelaki berkulit putih berbadan gempal tadi..again,damn you dylan!

hari ini gula-gula rasa apa ye?

vote for kitty..

2009-03-10T02:05:00.000-07:00

Today's poll

Is a $500 fine too little for killing a cat?

Vote now

i found this when i was browsing the net...i voted and i said yes...
yes,it's a must for people who kills a cat purposely...its too cute to be killed...but what about people who accidentally hit them when they're driving or something??will they get charged too...for killing a cat??I've found so many dead cat on the road when i was in malaysia....my tummy started to tingle when i saw one...poor kitty...but so far..since i came to wellington a few weeks ago,i'd never seen any stray cat wondering around the neighbourhood...there were only cats who got tag on their neck with a name on it...cute and cuddly...i wish i had taken their photos...and anyway, people here can be said as very protective towards cats..and maybe that's why someone suggested to give a fine to people who kills cat...that is a one good thing...cats should be loved..

siapa tak kenal cinderella,angkat tangan!

2009-03-08T21:48:00.000-07:00

i was in my Writ class when my tutor asked everyone to choose a fairytale to be the example for our narrative lesson today....so,somebody said Cinderella!!!!!alright....and i was like,OK...whateverr...petang2 gini energy kurang..lagi-lagi ngah puase ni....i didn't talk to much today as i tried to save my energy to walk back home...i kept silence...not responding to the Cinderella thingy.....

then,i heard the tutor said,"so,everyone have the idea about Cinderella,right??Everyone's familiar with that fairytale,huh??" while her eyes quietly gazing at me...and so were the others....

owh!!mentang-mentang la korang semua kiwi dalam class tu and ak sorang budak melayu,korang ingat aku x kenal Cinderella???!!!!!!cet!

"Of course Grace!!!" i said dengan bangga nya...=D

khamis malam jumaat

2009-03-05T02:47:00.000-08:00

hari ini sangat penat sehingga saya terus tertido di atas sejadah selepas asar dan dikejutkan oleh rakan serumah saya untuk solat maghrib..kelas 1 hour je arini..tapi dari pagi duk ulang alik dari stafford ke mckenzie untuk berkumpul dan pergi ke brooklyn di mana malaysian student department terletak..tetapi terpaksa pulang semula ke stafford house untuk mengambil dokumen2 yang tertinggal..sangat geram..MSD yang lambat dan greeting yang kurang nice...takde pon makan2 macam senior cakap..=p
rushing2 cari dokumen di rumah dan menphotocopy kannya dan pergi balik ke brooklyn jupe orang msd nak bagi borang..lunch hour pulak..sampai pukul 2..tunggu lah kejap..i have class at 310pm..that lady came and we passed up our form..dia dah invite gi coffee2 sebab tak amik lunch lagi..sumpah lapar..tapi we were rushing to class..sampai2 kelburn da pukul 3..nasib baik clas 1 hour...PPPFftTTT!!

naik bukit yang tinggi ni sebab 1 hour clas je every khamis...sangat.....................................

dalam kelas asik tengok jam...nak balik cepat..nak makan..tadi ain ajak pegi cinta..sangat berkobar-kobar nak gi makan kat cinta..sebab da boleh habis satu pinggan makan nasi dia yang banyak tu...nak order king prawn tom yam soup n nasi lagi lah...mmmm....sedapnya....

after class ain, nad, bee fei and i terus rushing naik bus gi cinta..tapi cinta bukak pukul 530..and it was like 430pm at that time...masuk la mane2 kedai yang boley masuk...sempat saya beli hanger tambahan and small pegs yang sangat cute...cute stuff are irresistable...

then,di cinta saya makan puas2...kenyang...

sekarang saya tak boleh tidur sebab tadi da tido..and it's almost 12am...and i have class at 9 tomorrow...saya baru balik dari star mart...tercapai impian saya tak nak pakai selipar macam kiwi lain buat..saya dah buat!!bangga....

***mood:sangat pening nak pikir tajuk essay and topic for my first assignment sehingga tak ade mood nak uat ape2...***

**currently listening too bella's lullaby..trying to get myself to bed~**

first day at school..

2009-03-03T21:16:00.000-08:00

it was monday..and it was 2 days ago..

it was my very first day in Victoria University..i'm having classes today!yeay!
as it was my first day, i decided not to burden myself by walking up the hilly-willy to the Kelburn Campus..so,i went out at 830am and took a bus..i missed the first bus..and i waited for the next one to come..there was a bus..full!no way!it was 835am..nevermind.i'll wait..i told myself if there's no bus coming in next 10 minutes, i'll be running to the cable car station..thank god..there's a bus..bus no 17..arrived at kelburn at 850am and my class will be starting in 10 minutes..i rushed to the Hunter Building to find the 220 room..

Alhamdulillah i made it...there was no tutor..and i sat beside a kiwi..his name is craig..i guess that's how he spells it..it was Linguistics class and the tutor's name is Averil Coxhead..she's funny and entertaining...it's nice to have that kind of tutor..

the class finished and then we all went to separate ways..khirol and i went to see jonathan regarding our elective course and yes!i am in Writ 101..that's a one good course where i can improve my writing..and i went to see annete to confirm some changes in my timetable..we were starving..we met some seniors and they brought us to the Illot cafe in the campus..

i have class at 3..and it was just 12...owh..!we have a meeting with the Learning Centre people..Laila and the other one..at one..

when it was almost three we went to the class that we were supposed to be in for Writ 101..my class was actually at 10am,at first..but Vivien sent me an email telling me that my class has changed to 3-5pm on monday and 3-4pm on thursday!now i don't have a free thursday..i am supposed to be free on that day..

there was a name list on the door..there's Hasbullah,Nadzirah,Ain,Bee Fei and Kirol!!kirol has already gone back at that time because i remembered he told me that he's free today..and my name was not there...how come!kecoh2 sesame sendiri...and suddenly a gypsy like woman came and showed us another list...i rolled my eyes and there's my name!but why am i the only Malay..my friends have got some of malay in the same class....nak xnak kena pegi...suddenly i feel lonely...not knowing what will i be in that class...

i stepped into the class and there's the tutor...Grace Miller.. there was an australian, a girl from hong kong, a guy from Maldives and most of them are the Kiwis..ak sesat sini sorang...as usual,the ice breaking and the soal dan jawab...but it turns out that the class was great...i don't mind being the only Malaysian in that class...

my class finished at 5...i waited for my friends..semua class dah habis and it's the end of the day...and i saw khirol with a stressed looking face walking towards me with some others...he got pissed off because he didn't even knew that his class was changed...dah balik da tukar baju pakai short je...

"fatin,aku stress kene pegi kelas terkejut..jom tgk muvee.."yeah,movie...owh.we got a free movie voucher because we won the scavenger hunt yesterday...sumpah penat!nasib baik menang..dapat no 1...=p

yep!we went to the movie..pegi makan dulu kat Cinta...lapar...i ordered the king prawn tom yam soup with rice....nasi kat cinta ni sgt la banyak..
everytime pegi mesti makan half je..lagi half tapau bwk balek...tapi arini tak tau jin ape merasuk...licin!for the first time habis!amazing....

then,we met bee fei and nad..and they joined us for the movie...we watched Changeling...movie yang Jolie juih (bak kata neleh) tu belakon...it was a very5 super nice movie...true story and it was very sad...boley masuk my all time favourite list ni..

and that's my first day at school...cheers!

***i miss semua orang...arini pas clas gi jalan2 sorang2 kat Lambton Quay (one of the shopping place in wellington) singgah Borders bace buku duk kat ceruk sorang2...hehe..
esok boley gi sambung lagi bace novel kat sane...***

currently listening to cigarretes by the wreckers

stand still.look pretty.

2009-02-23T02:33:00.000-08:00

i really am falling in love with this song..let's sing along!

STAND STILL.LOOK PRETTY

I want to paint my face
and pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even wanna look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

(Chorus;)
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
And you might think its easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking
in the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
even believe this is my life

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go an shut their mouth
I'm not strong enough to deal with it

(Chorus 2x)